my own little world of secrets

2011-08-22T22:16:00.002+08:00

i cnt stop crying.
im stunned by my own stupidity today. so stunned that i cannot stop crying.
nothing seems to be going right.
i hate myself.

the only secret place where i can rant...

2011-03-18T00:03:00.002+08:00

i hope no one remembers this blog. sincerely hopes.
so that i can just pour anyth tt i want.
tdy is a bad day. it all ended with a bad ending.
i hate to be always being in a cold war. nt talking to u. hurting you. hurting me.
i hate to always end up crying alone in my room while smsing to apologise because im so afraid tt i might lose u.

2010-07-30T22:38:00.002+08:00

hey ho.its july. last day of july.and i realised things are rlly gna engulf me up and i need a way to let it all out.
so if u happen to come here, and happen to read whats here, read and go.

tdy is rlly a very very very bad day. its an ups and downs day.
perhaps being in the wrong sch make everyday seemed bad.idk.
so i was saying. it was a bad day because i lost control of myself at the end of the day and broke dwn before im alone.
and ahjussi was there. in the end we ended up nt talking cuz he was shocked and i was trying to cover up how i feel by nt facing him and for the whole bus ride it was just silenceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i felt tt i've let many ppl down and disappointed in me. and i feel so so so so so guilty that idk how to save some things alr.
i lost my connection with ange yilin yinkar jiaen rest of clique 8 and s7 and many other nanhuarians. I SERIOUSLY MISS MY TIME IN NH. where everything is so simple, when theres just studies and friends.
im rlly rlly rlly rlly sorry guys! i rlly rlly rlly wna to nt lose contact with u guys badly bt i cnt seem to maintain what i rlly want.

i felt sorry towards buddy because i realised i hadnt talk to him for a long time. and i wasnt the person to be there for him anymore. i wasnt the buddy that he used to have. and i rlly rlly feel sry abt that. even though we will still suan each other in sch like we used to, we werent as close. i knw most of it was due to me. so im rlly feeling very apolegetic. bt buddy, if u happen to see this, pls knw that. i still see u as a buddy, still regard u as a friend that i'll love and dnt wna lose.

i felt sorry towards ah gong and mummy too. i wasnt connecting with ah gong anymore. because i was too lazy to sms. and theres no huang cheng. bt ah gong. i rlly appreciated the fact tt i gt to knw u this yr. ur one of the best friends i made in hc. i knew we cnt be like of what we were in the past, bt i hope. even though i may seem to be forever busy or unreachable, if u want an listening ear, u can come to me. And to mummy, even though we see each other in class and cca, i didnt get to go mugging sessions with u anymore and i knw its entirely me who cnt make it. im rlly sry abt tt. rlly rlly. rlly rlly.

lastly, i feel sorry towards ahjussi because ur girlfriend is a sinful person. as much as i didnt want to, i made u worry tdy. besides that, even though im trying my very very very best, i cldnt rlly get rid of the feeling tt i've felt when u were so devastated when u knw tt its someone's impt day.i knew its different. i knew its two different case bt i cnt help bt let the woman's inborn sinful trait overwhelm me. im rlly sorry, cuz i dnt wna to give any more pressure and stuff

I WANT TO STAY SIMPLE. BECAUSE THE ENVIRONMENT IS CAUSING ME TO SHOW MY COMPLEX SIDE. because i wna hide the fact that. every simple being does hold a cimplicated mind even if he/she doesnt look like.

ranting makes me feel abit better;

2010-05-29T00:31:00.003+08:00

its like end of may now AND IM NEVER BLOGGING I KNW.
but things are getting so out of hand that i feel if i cnt pour it out somewhere i may end up in the mental hospital
sch life is hectic. and i feel so lost. i've never felt so lost before. i mean the friends i've made are all awesome and wonderful and great bt it's the sch that seriously freaks me out.
i lost control of my studies i think i lost my initial feeling when i started dancing and i lost my goals. basically im losing myself bit by bit. HAI. HAI. HAI.

i need to balance balance balance balance balanceeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i need to improve in dancing because i seemed to stay stagnant for quite somewhile! AHHHH!
i need to stop thinking about alot of stuff at night and end up not slping!
i need to prevent myself frm roaming on the streets outside at 11 plus or 12am just because i dnt feel like going home.
hc is screwing me up; i need to unscrew myself.

i should just probably stop thinking abt it because it just makes me feel more down.
and idk what i rlly want. im just stuck in the middle and is indecisive of which way to go
im becoming more and more complicated. and i hate it. wheres the simple minded dumbass jinghui. freak. FML.

2010-03-14T23:41:00.001+08:00

i feel so demoralised. so lethargic. so out of place.

drowned;

2010-03-13T23:24:00.003+08:00

overflux of colours that drowns me;

HELLO HELLO. I KNOW I HAVE NT BEEN BLOGGING FOR A MTH AND 13 DAYS
so i shall give an overview.

lectures and tutorials started after orientation ended D:
then it was cny celebrations cum vday! 7k got more bonded i think! went back sec sch , see my superb friends and thought back on nolstalgic moments
also started huang cheng props production and i like daoju! everyone very high! :D
then can gossip and tease and play and sing and dance while doing the props haha!
but i rch hm at ard 11 everyday on average which is quite torturing because i have to finish tutorials. less than 4 hrs of slp everyday D:
went for mad auditions 1 and 2 and i got in mad HIP HOP! YAY!
bt upon going in. i realised how noob i am so, HAI. got to buck up! buck up buck up!

earned myself a good buddy in this period of time also haha!
thx for waiting for me until so late on some huang cheng days! :D
and my class ppl are all awesome ppl i think! just that some too smart some too talented. so i feel that i am the only one that pulled the class standards dwn :X
SIGHHHHHHH. lol ok. gtg. bb !

my very awesome class 10S7K!

SICK. ARGH

2010-01-31T22:51:00.003+08:00

im sorry i didnt keep my promise. i am nw aching all over because of dance lessons with zhongyi ytd and i m coughing and having a sorethroat now. SO IM TOO LAZY AND CUI TO BLOG. sry peeps! i'll try to get into blogging mode soon k :D

I STILL MISS ANGE GU TEH YILIN MAK KAR KAR PEI EN EN AND RACHEL AND JOANNE AND YIYANG AND S7 AND AND AND ALOT ALOT WHICH I CNT THINK OF NOW. HAI.

2010-01-29T23:46:00.000+08:00

IM TOO TIRED TO BLOG. TMR I PROMISED :D

let time freeze;

2010-01-24T14:03:00.009+08:00

if love can be expressed more explicitly;

MAK AND PEI. PHOTOS ARE HERE. EVEN THOUGH THERES ONLY 5 I THINK HAHA
i forgot when was this. bt it was another chill out session at je's hse
ping pong pool bridge and bballed :D

ange keep making us take jump shots! i think i we jumped for 30 times and i nearly died of jumping luh!

going to bball. uh this is when we met 2 unity bballers who had funny and weird expressions when they shoot lol lol

:D

another jump shot ><

ok my last post was on tues. shall cont frm wed.
wed just went to my relative's wedding at fullerton. it was quite cool and the couple had pretty wedding photos! *jealous*
great couple. pretty bride charismatic groom and both families are rich
PLUS both capable. groom graduated frm school of law whereas bride graduated frm sch of business ><
best thing that could ever happen to anyone lol
and fongteng was super duper late luh! can make grand entrance alr hahah!

thurs went je hse again hohoho! pooled bballed bridged daidi-ed! heh heh super fun!
and nx tues going je hse to play MAHJONGGGGGGGG! YAYYYYYYYYY
ok thats all. where did i go on fri where did i go. OH YA pei jiaen go nyjc audition
fine. im quite pissed with the other ppl who were auditioning because they were super stuck up
like wth. gave me a very very very bad impression
dance good jiu hao le meh? *rolls eyes* lol like what laoshi says, a bunch of can2 fei4 ppl
yan3 jing1 zhang3 zai4 tou2 ding3 shang4 bleh!

ytd ytd went for zhongyi's lesson at bukit gombak cc then go bugis eat. went pa and dance again woohoo! hahaha contented. even though i miss my indonesia trip BUT dance whole day also nt bad haha!

and im bidding my dyed hair goodbye ):
sch's starting and IM TOTALLY NOT LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. WAH SIAN T.T

if time isn't rushing;

2010-01-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

dim light, creaky path.
what's future then?

back frm 208 chalet cum kbox session with s7 lol
chalet was nice. nice in the sense that theres no events bt i gt to talk with many nice ppl :D
and i tried bowling for the 1st time. ok say that im noob ty ><
ball goes down the drain as well as money hai D:
and now everyone knows who the real pig is. ME :x 1st to slp, last to wake up haha!

kbox was just screaming into the mikes :x and ding claims that she did not scare off the staff there lol lol
walked around for alittle while then went off le because we were all dying
on a random note, i was browsing news feed on facebook and i saw someone's status that make me freaked out. and also add on to the stress and hate that i have for the next 2 years
BUT. im determined to do sth abt myself. i hope :X

replies:
xiong: LOL. nich revived it alittle. bt the html abit screwed. and i dnt think i knw how to fix it
nich: hahaha! bt i rlly hate reading newspapers D:
vanessa: yoyo! yea.. if life can be jst worrying abt whether there will be enough batt in our cams to camwhore and thinking of just shopping at feng jia ye shi D:

2010-01-17T05:07:00.004+08:00

the smile is gone.

OMG luh. i look at the pic above i feel sad. very very very sad because i cnt enjoy the days whereby i only worry everyday abt what to wear the next day to tour tw D:
i knw every1 has to go through it but i still feel like complaining

i dnt want to go through 2 years of jc. jst by thinking of that makes me have insomia because it's freaking 5.14 am nw and i cnt fall aslp -.-

im very sorry to yiyang cuz i told him im knocking out at 12 plus or 1 and when i lie on the bed i cnt fall aslp at all. urgh.

wtp with my body mechanism. i need slping pills man if not im going to suffer badly when sch starts... imagine at 5 plus am im nt aslp and i have to rch sch by 7.30am. *rolls eyes*

lol i think i rlly have alot to complain and get cross about. like im going to be forced to start reading newspapers after living for 16 years and 7mths plus because of something called the asshole GENERAL PAPER IN ENGLISH

like obviously my eng sucks and i still have to churn out with a super long essay with content consisting of current affairs. double blow ><

dnt need to remind me that nh makes us order and read newspapers every mon because i dnt touch those newspapers at all. no use.

and im going to complain that i have to make new friends in new sch. not that i dnt want any new friends cuz im totally not going to be a loner but i hate the feeling of being awkward initially

i hope my new friends can be as nice as nh ppl like clique 8 Sclub7 and many many more

cross fingers and prays hard. hai.

and and and im envious of yiyang cuz his sch uniform is so much nicer by any sg's uniform by infinity times and hes still complaining that it's too big haha! and he can have long hair and fringe and dyed hair and on the other hand im going to bade my brown hair farewell D:

plus im going to miss the fully air-conditioned classrooms and 5 star toilets and nice canteen food like the spicy drumlets and yee mee in nanhua... wl. i hate myself for realising all these after graduating. shld have stayed in the classrooms longer or eat more drumlets or go to the clean toilets a few more times LOL

oh ya on a random note. i went to run with cora and i took a freaking half an hr to finish 4km when i can finish 3.5km in like 15min or so during roadrun last year. screw my stamina.

and screw my rusty body because besides not being able to do split or tai tui or anyth, my most flexible part of the body which is nt rlly very flexible also totally fails to bend. and thats my YAO! faints luh. how to dance like that.

lastly if u have survived through the whole post of complaints, i applaud u for ur patience and tyvm :D im sry theres no prize. and if ppl are wondering why i am not posting abt tw anymore, its because im too lazy to do so. expected frm lazybum jinghui right. im jst going to post pics when i feel like it heh :D

replies:

nat: oh hey! hahaha everything's calm and peace now. lol im shock that u still come to my blog after it being dead for so long hahaha

xixi: HIHI!i miss tw alot alot too! i wna eat ji pai and go shop at feng jia ye shi leh how! and i miss the tv channels there D:

xiong: LOL u finally didnt see "paper 1s suck anymore" right? hahaha! u btr faster finish ur 7mths there and fly back here then we can all go back and see nhds and think abt our sec sch years... i feel so old. hai D:

2010-01-13T23:32:00.004+08:00

future's clouded with mist.

lol i knw its very uber super late and theres no one here bt i jst post for shuang-ness xD
ok finally, the tw trip! :D :D :D :D

it's the most awesome heavenly fantastic and many many many plus pts trip cuz...

1st of all, I EXPERIENCED A 6.8 EARTHQUAKE!

hahaha it was freaking fun ok! even though i scared i die luh :x

2ndly, I MET A FLASHER! like wth right. anw gd experience for me also. if i ever see another 1 in sg or anywhere else again, im going to downright tell him that hes too small so no pt showing.

3rdly, we were locked out of our rooms and left stranded in the dark.

ok so nw the following photos here are for the 1st day :D

after checking in. chilling at sb!

ms dear vanessa wong!

waiting in the departure hall. see that mini plane behind? its our plane there D:

after reaching kaoshiung at ard 10.40pm. on bus with xi!

in vanessa and regina's rm after bathing

me and xi's bedrm! :D

me and regina!

2010-01-12T19:57:00.003+08:00

IF THINGS ARE THAT EASY.

since last post was in sept last yr, i take it that no one comes here

had a busy day and went hm being fked up.

WTF. i thought i had a friend, bt in the end. idk whether the friendship is there or not
i hope im overly sensitive cuz i treasure my friends more than ever and i hate the feeling of being hurt when i find out that some of them actually misunderstood me for sth or idk wad

so i decided. some friends can be forsaken because all i need is a few true friends that will stand by my side no matter wad and takes effort to be impartial even though they may nt like it

if this post seems senseless to u, let it be because u arent the 1 i am talking abt.

2009-09-02T21:39:00.000+08:00

paper 1s suck. i hope i can stop procastinating.
even i find myself irritating.

2009-08-31T23:07:00.000+08:00

someday ppl are going to regret.
never trifle with a woman; because you dnt knw what shes going to do if she gets serious.

thx for everything. im getting a bit SERIOUS.

2009-08-30T22:45:00.000+08:00

god. guess no one comes here anymore
which is quite a gd thing actually.
i cnt believe im still so relax abt prelims. because afterall, i only finished VENICE.
someone slap me please.
anyway i jst feel like typing sth. so i typed sth
and im sorry for nt finishing my dedications at all.

to a certain someone out there, im am going to make you pay for all that i had gone true.
YOU BET.
when i get bitchy, you get down.

2009-07-01T22:25:00.003+08:00

A THANKYOU POST.

1st. to all my sec 3s, sec 2s and sec 1s jnrs. idk if you guys will see this, but thank all of you for being very cute and adorable jnrs. thanks for making our last performance a success. thanks for all your encourages when the sec 4s broke down. without all of you, NHDS is not NHDS anymore. for the sec 3s, i know you guys will do a good job in leading dance and im sure dance will attain greater achievements :D dear juniors, please avoid making laoshi angry if possible. all of us know that NHDS needs laoshi badly, right? you guys can occasionally buy liang cha or pi pa gao for him because he often will lose his voice from shouting. i wish all of you lucks for everything you guys do (: NHDS, AJA!

2ndly, to all my seniors who graduated. i remembered on the 1st day i stepped into dance, qihui (HODG) shouted at us and told us: ZAI ZHE LI, WO BU YAO KAN DAO NI MEN ZOU, YE BU YAO KAN DAO NI MEN PAO. WO YAO KAN DAO NI MEN FEI!
initially, i couldnt undst why the snrs were all so fierce and i even argued with my parents that i wanted to quit dance. afterall, my 1st choice wasnt dance. but still, i need to thank ms yeo for forcing me into dance. because once i stepped into dance, i learned many new things. i matured and grew up. i made friends with many wonderful people. all my snrs taught me alot. FERNY LIHUAN MINGYUE ALYSSA PEIXUAN XINYU JESLYN SHANA YANGYANG WENXUAN and many others. the syf times we've gone through, ndp 06 and other performances. thanks for all of your guidance. all of you made my life in nhds a fufilling one.

3rdly, to laoshi. i am 100% sure he would not read this but hes so much of a strict father and so much of a good teacher. his famous line: NI MEN LAI DAO ZHE LI, WO BU HUI JIAO TIAO WU. NI MEN ZHI YAO XUE HUI ZHAO GU ZI JI, ZHAO GU BIE REN. ZUO GE NIAN QING REN, spurs me on alot. he has been teaching nanhua for a decade or so and he had feelings for nhds. he always gave his best, knowing that sometimes he may be disappointed. knowing that sometimes he will get very angry. knowing that the job isnt easy. but laoshi still face the problems bravely, and in the end, he is still the winner. i love him a lot and im sure many others do. laoshi, xiexie ni rang wo xue hui zuo yi ge nian qing ren.

lastly, BATCH 93. SEC 4S. BROTHERS AND SISTERS.
to nicholas seah my dear chairman: i missed your long and luo suo speech. please make sure i will be able to listen to it one last time. your committment surpass all of us for dance and you never really complained about it. i applaud for ur passion for dance and at some points of time when i dreaded the work that i had to do for the cca, you pulled me back and got me onto the right track. your long quotes (even though they were downloaded from the net :x) do serve a purpose. thank you for being there to listen. and im sorry that throughout ur duties as the chair, i didnt rlly do a good job in assisting you. i am sorry for being too hot headed and always quarrel with you because of my bad temper. but all in all, i really love you as a dance chairman and no one will be able to replace ur position as the chair. because you are the one suited for the position and no one else.

merrien my all time great friend and vice-chair: thanks for being there for me at any time. i can share all my feelings and thoughts and secrets with you at ease, because you seemed so much more mature than me and so much more saint. standing beside you, i felt like an immature child. you too, pulled me through the difficult times and i love you ALOT ALOT ALOT. you wont shun me away when i am emo, you dont look at me in a different light when sometimes i do things that were quite ridiculous. you worked hard as the vice and i knew you tried ur best to help nicholas. similarly, im sorry that i didnt assist you much too. i had been not a good exco member, hadnt i? thanks for tolerating with my frequent moodswings and giving me advices like my sis.
from the start, everyone expected you to be in the exco and you didnt disappoint all of us. dont doubt yourself as the vice, because you are also the best vice in everybody's eyes!

evelyn my discipline: thanks for tolerating my atrocious attire and behaviour. i knew i have been giving alot of attire problems even though im in the exco. i knew my attitude wasnt very nice. sorry for all that. no one else could be in this discipline position because none of us fit to be. thank you for being willing to take on this position that proved to be the most difficult. we did have some quarrels at times, but im sure all of these were just part of life. in the end, all of these quarrels just add on to the friendship isnt it? promise that when you go to australia, never forget me and never forget batch 93 (:

tianjun HODB: good brother! you are also the best discipline because the moment your face turns black, everybody will automatic an jing! haha :x you put in alot for dance too and you were always the one to volunteer yourself to help. you treasured dance memories as much as all of us do and i finally get to see you cry on ayg that day! haha! u and your eyeliner lol! thanks for being a good bball friend too (: rmb happy tianjun day? we will never forget to celebrate happy tianjun day!

others to be continued...

2009-06-30T22:33:00.002+08:00

idk why i cnt upload pics. so this is going to be a wordy and no pics post.
1st thing. i wna thank all those who wished me happy bday be it on facebook or through sms or msn. thank you :D
thanks to clique 8 for that super cute board. i knw it took efforts to get it done.
thanks to merrien, ding, regina, xixi and vanessa for the early bday celebration. i love the magazine and xie zhen ji, love the shepherd pies and apple crumbles baked by regina, the super big and artistic J done by ding (:
thanks to nicholas, yinkar, jiaen, jingkai and others for presents and smses.

in this long period when i didnt post, theres ange's bday, sentosa dance outing and ayg pracs as well as the real performance itself on 290609
ange's bday was spent in WWW and it was superb fun even though all of us gt burnt except xiong.
dance outing was bimbo day for me cuz i didnt want to sweat so i just stoned with lingyuan and camwhored with celia's camera :X

220609 to 290609
AYG pracs. there were several scoldings frm laoshi and many times when i complained about my bruises and spoilt knees. but now, i realised there are no more chances of complaining again.
my journey of 4 years flew past. when i was in sec 1 looking at the sec 4s graduating, i thought i still have 3 more years to go. Before i knew it, im leaving.

remembering telling my friends i cnt go out after sch on wed and fri because of dance pracs,
changing into dance attire,
asking people to help me tie my hair neatly and tightly,
cutting my nails hurriedly because of attire checks,
sweating like mad because of the tedious warm up and guo san guan,
going onstage to lead warm up,
wearing dance tee on wed,
collecting dance fund,
collecting consent forms,
standing in front of nhds and talking to them,
shouting AN JING when everyone gets too noisy,
helping jnrs make up,
having exco meetings in je lib,
recording down details during the meeting.
all the above will never happen again. never. jinghui has officially retired as dance secretary.
no more passing of relays, no more bursting of smses because of relays. no more quarrelling during discussions. no more seeing and greeting laoshi every wk.

everything comes to a halt the moment we got dismissed in sch after ayg.
at the very point when nicholas said that we were dismissed, i couldnt get myself to stand up. because it all happened too fast. i hvnt listen to nicholas's last speech as the chairman. i want to hear his speech. i want to hear him say I LOVE YOU GUYS to dancers for the last time. i will never get to complain that hes being too luo suo in his debrief. i will never get to laugh loudly whenever he says touchy stuff like i have been thinking abt dance for the whole night. in the end, it was just a super short debrief. and i started crying. crying. crying.

in the morning when we left class at 10am to prepare makeup and stuff, i was still thinking why was everything so screwed up. but things started to fall in place even though laoshi scolded. just before the performance, nicholas gave a motivating speech in the function room. and we did dance cheer. and we broke down. and we ended up like ru huas. but the spirit was there. i felt the nanhuadancesociety spirit for 1 last time. and i know we did well for the performance. as for myself, i left regrets because i dropped my bamboo. that feeling of making a mistake in your last dance is very miserable, so as soon as i ran backstage, tears poured. tears smudged my makeup, but i cant control them. at that point, i knew many other sec 4s were tearing too. be it too touched, or be it being sad because our last dance was over, i dont know. the guys were crying very unglamly, with jingkai and nicholas hugging together, with tianjun having 2 black streaks of eyeliner trickling down his face, with wenxuan having tears in his red eyes. finale was high, even though many of us were still crying very unglamy. merrien was funny. she controlled herself from crying backstage and the moment she ran out with of us dancing finale, she cried.

unhappy moments with that lump of fats packed in a big oil tank would be erased from my memory because on my last day in nhds, i wanted it to be filled with happy memories :D
thank you NHDS, for giving me a wonderful 4 years. thank you, for teaching me to live life fullest as a teenager. thank you thank you thank you.

2009-05-31T00:44:00.002+08:00

im gg to post his pics until i stop going goo gaa over him. which may take a very long time
and yilin and i decided to have half of him each. yilin says she dnt mind be the xiao lao po! :p

fri was ptc and talked to mrs lim for almost half an hr
dance was quite high and it ended quite nicely only to find that the hall keys are missing
and in the end, it became a tragedy
we even had to call the dancers 1 by 1 to ask if they saw the hall keys and no one did.
we gt liang lao shi and ms kee into deep trouble. felt so sorry bt the hall keys jst wun appear! ):
urgh. so irritating

ytd (cuz im posting nw which is 1am, so sat had to be ytd) was also a very very very draining day
frm fri until nw. everything tumbled one by one into my life and before i knw it everything was over again
so was having tuition with ange in the morning and received a sms that sparks off the drama ytd.
after that was jst fluster. freaking out. worry.
and i was spammed with calls and smses. my phone bill is so gg to burst after fri and sat
went hm to gt yilin's electronic dictionary for her and went to cut hair
proceeded to starbucks to do hw bt to no avail cuz half of the time i was smsing and receiving calls
yilin came and after a short while ange went hm and yilin and i went to meet xiong, joanne and the other brothers at outram park
xiong yilin and joanne were super freaked out. i gt over being freaked out earlier on so i was more calm :D
so went off and finally being able to relax after seeing what we are supposed to see
went kopitiam and eat. was stuck in there for some time cuz it was raining
rched hm at abt 10 plus pm.

i hate how life is so sudden. how unpredictable it is. how at one time u can be smiling and the nx moment, the smile disappears and everything that was once gd turned topsy turvy.
the hall keys being missing after a gd dance prac and a sudden sms that turned the whole day differently were very gd eg.

i am being bias. but i cnt help bt feel disappointed when his name was not where it was supposed to be. and i can tell no one cuz im nt supposed to

2009-05-17T20:17:00.003+08:00

see this hot guy here? thats my all time crush-- mr kim hyun joong!

i dnt care how many girls out there are vying with me for him.

HES MINEEEEEEEEEE! hahahaha ok i sound so crazy ><

finally that evil tormenting hellish myes were over

and i had like 2 days plus of rest. tmr is gonna be as tormenting because of results.
after bio on fri, merrien ding xixi vanessa regina ding and me went chinatown to eat XIAOLONGBAO! omg. delicacies :D towned after that and i tried on clothes, clothes and clothes! :D

i shall wait for gss and im gg to spend until i go bankrupt. I DNT CARE. lol

jst by trying on the zara clothes made me feel like walking out of the store wearing them :x

ytd was FANTASTIC. went tuition in the morning with ange bt i cnt gt myself to do anything.

lol in the end i jst sort of stoned for 1 and a half hr there and plunged myself into having fun helping my dear friend make up :p

den i went off to starbucks while ange and lingyuan went to meet the rest of clique

chilled and read with my hazelnut coffee frap (;

met with 6a'05 after such a long time and i see shuaiges and nt so shuaiges :x

roamed ard cwp before gtting our butts in pizza hut

LOL. ppl like zongxian and zhihong jst cnt make me stop laughing

flor qianqi and alot of others were there too

successful pri sch gathering! in the end, i left at 3.30pm and off to meet with clique

met clique at abt 4.30 and they were like finishing eating and shopping in marina sq

so off to town again. on the way see familiar ppl. muahahah

walked ard wisma and abit of taka before all of us were dead tired and our shoes were killing us.

ppl shld see ange's blister. its a total YUCK. its almost the size of a ping pong. ok luh nt so exaggerated bt yepp, its still HUGE.

this morning ange came over and she made me do silly stuff like having video conference with teh and danced tchr's day dance -.-

so all in all. i had fun bt my fun is ending soon. ):

i indulge in unrealistic crushes like celebrities

because i believe.

that real crushes dont exist.

2009-05-09T01:06:00.002+08:00

HEYLO.
dnt feel like slping even though im quite tired :x
as usual, tdy's attempt to mug wasnt successful.
i jst ended up reading bitchy books and sipping my coffee away in starbucks
and i saw someone that i cldnt rlly recognise initially.
he looked so different frm last time :O

i want mye to end nw! LIKE NW!
my addiction for shopping is like surging through my whole body like a drug addict deprived of drugs ><
and i want to get more clothes! and pumps!
ok, i cnt seem to get enough of clothes
and i want to have bitching sessions with my girlfriendsssssssss :D
plus movie marathons plus outings with lotsa ppl.

lastly, I WANT O LVLS TO BE EFFING OVER

2009-05-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

life = coffee + kmnb :D

i knw theres like no ppl coming bt still.

post gei zi ji kan ye shuang :D

finally all paper 2s end tdy. i have never loved a thurs as much as tdy

slpt at 4.30am and woke up at 6am tdy so im surprised i can still blog nw

i shld be flying to the antartica in my slp by nw.

shall start mugging tmr so i wun hug the buddha's leg

jinghui shall be a good girl tmr (:

replies:

yilin: lols all my zits popped popped popped le!

in the night. lonliness pierces. pain sears through the body.

the reality is actually a mirage ;

when life is clouded with delusions, with virtual stuff

sense has been incapacitated.

because im always prioritised least. existence is equivalent to none.

because dark engulfs me

because tragedy falls in the dark

because life is in the dark

2009-04-28T01:34:00.002+08:00

friendships; last forever (:

hello ppl. speechday was a blast. i shall blog abt it when i have the time which maybe is ard 3 wks ltr :D

i am blogging at 1.38 am nw and idk why

because im supposed to lin shi bao fo jiao and study for bio bt i cnt gt myself to do it

bio test tmr. ok i mean ltr. total sianness

procastinate procastinate..

JINGHUI U BIG FAT SLACKER!

2009-04-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

what have i done. u seemed to move on easy

feeling bleak. no smiles no happiness.

i hate that stupid feeling that lingers on. that stabs me. that killed me.

pain and more pain.

kmnb. idk what i'll do w/o you.

please bear in mind. ily.

2009-04-17T22:34:00.002+08:00

the pain is intolerable.

hello :D

tdy's sports day. 401 done our best.

must commend merrien. still run after falling (:

took pics bt all in vanessa's, ding and xixi's cam.

dance did great. its ok! a little setback doesnt cost us everything :D

went out with cora last wk and had a great time!

she has been my stead for 9 perfect years!

sometimes talking to a person nt in ur sch is wonderful cuz u cn jst blurt everything out

like cursing ppl and bitching abt ppl. oops!

sch's hell. still, i hate nanhua.

i refuse to witness.

9 years and counting...

replies to tags:

evelyn: no matter what. i am still gg to continue cursing her :X

ange: lols! yes nun T.T

v: lols! i need a real one. im freaking lazy!

ange: haha i gt my retribution long time ago ><

yilin: LOL! haha okok luh. will slp

yiluan: hey! long long long time no see! haha ok will shui jiao!

i am freaking determined to get u out of my mind.

it fking hurts bt oh well. i shall nt make myself some thick-skin girls that clings on to their **

go and have your fun then. and i am sure i will recuperate.

2009-04-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

jinghui.
for slacking ur time away by watching dramas and playing hexic
u shall get ur punishment by not sleeping.

2009-04-06T21:14:00.002+08:00

when will i press the button to remind myself.

how many 24 hrs have i left to another terrifying war.

exactly 3 more wks. oh my god. faints.

i hvnt start ANYTHING at all.

tian ah whos gg to save me frm the evil clutches of mid years. oh tian ah!

anyway i watched a video of fahrenheit apologising to sg fans cuz they cnt sign finish tt day at imm.

i think those ppl that were shouting sacarstic remarks were damn mean!

nt frh want to stop the autograph session, is cuz they have another event coming along and they were late alr!

for goodness sake. they sign for 5 hrs alr ok.

if u guys queuing were their fans, wun u guys be able to undst and think for them more?

call urself fans? -.-

and those crew workers. FREAK THEM.

my poor yalun had to apologise profusely for the stupid mistakes the crew made.

stupid crew. left a mess and frh had to clear for them..

btw tdy when we rched sch and yilin and i were trying to go to the toilet so that she cn help me tie scorpion, the toilet was like FULL.

like no walking space at all. all filled with girls like me trying to gt their friends help them tie.

wah. shld have let jlim and loy come and see.

they freakingly succeeded. -.-

and i look like a nun or an egg with no hair infront. wah SIAN luh.

tmr is 2nd day of NERD HUA HIGH SCHOOL.

shld be the same boring day. i need to find ways to motivate me. frh cnt be with me always.

bye.

2009-04-05T21:25:00.002+08:00

i need light to guide.

i need motivation to life.

i need the right direction.

hey. feel like blogging randomly.

have not done anything these 2 days

jst feel tired. tired and more tired. dnt rlly knw whats the prob with my body mechanism

i feel so sad. idk why

dnt ask me why. hai...

i want mumu! and i want fahrenheit back! they give me motivation.

replies to tags:

ange: lol lol wadever! hahaha!

cora: hey its ok my dear :D take gd care of urself. haiyo that bloody fitchy sch. ya its a relief that im abt to graduate this yr. think of the poor sec 1s!

2009-04-04T17:12:00.002+08:00

nanhua sucks. nanhua sucks. nanhua sucks.
stupid rules. u cnt believe how much i hate that freaking place now.

for goodness sake. if u can gurantee me that i will gt 9 straight As for o lvls if i tie scorpion, have parting, not wearing butterfly clips and wearing a knee length skirt that will risk me in tripping and falling dwn, i shall willingly freaking do it.

and if traditions that are set by ppl in the past can be change, y dnt u jst change the rule of tying plaits to pony. u guys INSISTED that tying plaits is a tradition. fuckers.

another thing that makes me wna get away frm sch and nt go endure hell there.
how crude i can be idk. i only knw that i will gt crude whenever i think of those fucking rules.

2009-04-04T15:51:00.004+08:00

its so tiring to play hide and seek.

stop all those nonsense.

hello. i knw my blog rots. i only blog when i feel like it.

last sun was frh's qian chang hui plus jian mian qing gong hui

although all the squeezing hurt my bck like again and i had a hard time screaming for ppl to gt off my bck, i jst cnt help bt go head over heels for the 4 of them

for ppl like ange and yilin u guys cn totally stop rolling your eyes tyvm :D

xixi and jiaen were a great help by helping me carry my stuff (:

bt i was super sad when yalun's face on the lyric bk was like torn off!

i totally feel like killing myself for letting that happen and i was so scared tt yalun will feel bad after seeing it.

bt yalun is so CUTE like omgomg. he jst shook my hand warmly and gave me a warm warm smile :D

he drew smiley face on my bk! and xixi doesnt have it :x

after qian chang hui chionged to harbourfront. me and xixi pro k! every1 chionged cab dwn only the 2 of us sit mrt haha!

den was finding stjamespowerstation and we walked to some ulu ulu place -.-

omg. the jian mian was so high and dadong did 10 pushups :D

macho! *faints*

anyway i'll jst let the pics do all the talking.

replies: thx for all the tags! cont to tag. i will reply the tags nx round.

2009-03-15T12:34:00.003+08:00

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2009-03-15T09:51:00.002+08:00

self-murder. self-sucidal.

hey all. i know its EONS after ct and my blog is dead.
theres too much to do afterall hence i cn only find time nw.
ct results are crap. super crap.
sometimes i cnt undst whats wrong with my brain.
anyway unhappy things aside, we (as in the mts club) celebrated xixi's 16 bday at vivo
mts=ma3 ti2 su1. and this name originated because of me!
last yr when the sec 3s went to malaysia for intergrated camp, i was busy looking for nice ma3 ti2 su1 to buy and vanessa teased me abt it.
thus we became the mts club, even though ding and some others think tt the name is so WEIRD

ok bck to topic. we gave xixi a surprise at vivo :D
before meeting with ding, jam, regina and merrien
i went cine to watch kungfu chef starred by vaness with yilin, joanne and olivia
the movie was OK only :x although there are some funny parts.
went heerens and there was the singapore manhunt. so ogled at the male models :X
left after xiong rched. lol!
went vivo and had dinner at superdog and started to prepare for xixi's surprise
blew balloons and i managed to blow 1 like finally!
arranged the light sticks and took out all the presents.
den vanessa who had been shopping with xixi brought her to us! haha!
and xixi was still ignorant of what was gg on. she saw merrien initially and thought she was out with her friends.
den after that she saw regina and thought merrien was out with regina
and after that she saw more ppl pop out like ding jam and me! hahah!
had girls talk and xixi and i screamed like some mad ppl after she opened the present that we bought for her, which is....

PI LI MIT NOVEL AND XIE ZHEN JI! AHHHHHH!

went bck ard 9 plus? bt had a very great day with mts! i love all 7 of you!

pretty bday girl cum current tablemate :D

xixi, dingz and me!

ms regina! loves!

jiamin! another pretty lady with super nice curves! :p

clique photo! loves!

nx major event was roadrun 401 owned and dance owned too! :D
congrats to the following ppl:
1st: biqi (401)
2nd: daphine (dance)
3rd: sokhian (401)
4th: mememe! :x (401 and dance, haha! )
5th: songru
6th: minjie
7th: wanying (401)
8th: TEH TEH TEH! (dance)
9th: merrien (401 and dance)
12th: yeeting (401)
18th: olivia (dance)
19th: linda (dance)
20th: regina (401)

guys:
1st: jianjie (401)
5th: douglas (dance)
6th: nicholas and i forgot liyu's position :x
BUT GD JOB EVERYONE!

class photo w/o jam, yanzhe

my best tablemate! i miss sitting with you!

mts club with adora and w/o jam

making sandwiches at merrien's hse for the class :D

replies to tags:

yilin: i slp very early nw everyday!

vanessa: I LOVE YOU ALOT TOO!

cora stead: stead! sry no time to do the quiz! i wna go out with u girl! i miss you badly!

ange: HEY A! i blogged nw!

yk: ok! loves!

xixi: hahaha! hope u had a gd night! :D

2009-02-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

i need a breathtaker;
i want to breathe. please.

ok the blogging tradition.
since cts is nx wk and i hvnt even started on anything yt, no blogging until cts is over.
right now i dnt wna think of anything else anymore. NOT ANYMORE.
ms kee wants our ct results.
so sec 4 dancers JIAYOU JIAYOU! DONT LET LOASHI DOWN, DONT LET MS KEE DOWN AND MOST IMPORTANTLY, DONT LET OURSELVES DOWN!

2009-02-15T20:37:00.003+08:00

a flower wilts even if it is given enough nourishment;

friendship isnt forever even if we are together.

because the feelings within is nt the same anymore.

never the same ever again.

perhaps we've gt different perceptions now.

you can say im selfish. im not trying my best to improve situations.

but until now i realised, i had been doing things against my heart.

cuz when my heart says no, i ignored it.

i thought everything will be alright. but not anymore.

im feeling so painful until i could feel nothing.

it had alwas been the same process. the pain and i was numbed. the pain came throbbing back again and i forced my heart to numb it.

to put on that smile. to act someone whom is a stranger. whom is not me.

you cnt deny that ur selfish too. u thought we would be alright cuz ur alright.

u enjoyed urself and of course, we shld be enjoying ourselves too

but no. thats not true.

my dear friend. u cnt deny u had forsaken others to find the happiness that u enjoy now.

the hurt u inflict on others u nv knew.

now i know. we will never be the same again. never again.

i dont feel like slping tdy.

perhaps its the way my heart will like to punish myself for hurting others in the 1st place.

im not gg to repeat the same old mistake again.

quoted from ange: please dont ask me anything abt this post. cuz i dnt wish to explain.

if u understand, u understand.

2009-02-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

see the mist out there?
it is present now. in my life.

i want to freaking slp! but i cnt! cuz i hvnt revise redox and prepare v.day present yt!

urgh. urgh. urgh.

i hate my inability to understand anything at once.

i hate my incapability to remember stuff at 1 go.

i hate myself for being so stupid. nt being able to cope.

i hate myself for being so slacky.

i hate that devil in myself.

2009-02-10T03:50:00.002+08:00

a simple surface;

hid many other complications.

u may never know whats beneath the leaves.

just like life.

3.55am. no wows anymore. i hate this life of mine.

having to slp less den 3 hrs everyday

anyway theres hist test LATER and i had not even finished typing the notes

nt even say rmb any detail. freak.

i dont want to fail my history. urgh.

2009-02-06T02:38:00.003+08:00

i had been hovering around this memory of mine;
and it shall be the last time.
the last time that i trod past.
please take good care, with love. and bye.

hi. if the last post at 5 plus am was crazy...
then it wld be crazier now cuz according to the time on my laptop nw
its 3.16 am :D
ok actually i looked like this nw >> -.-
eyelids drooping and trying very hard to keep it O.O

theres chi and chem test tmr and i hvnt finished revising
plus i gt a whole list of stuff to do:
1) phy ws, still gt a few qn hvnt do. owed for 2 days
2) emaths 2. owed for a wk or so? its miracle tt mrs tan didnt scream at me
3) chem wb: oxidation. bet will take me another 5 hrs to do it. cuz i was absent when mrs lim taught oxidation
4) 2 chem cmt papers. wow. save me.

having a breathtaker nw. bt i feel like slping...
darn. bye then. hope my nx post is nt posted at weird hours like the recent 2 -.-

2009-02-04T05:17:00.006+08:00

facing an audience tt does not appreciate;

is similar to having no audience

an empty audience that doesnt respond

no matter how hard u try.

no mattee how hard u persist.

they stay in their own world when u are trying so hard to ope ur world to them;

hi. 1 more hr to sch.

jst suddenly feel like blogging

feel like typing sth on somewhere

didnt attend sch ytd. missed out quite alot.

i dnt think i cn catch up D;

someone save me frm the evil clutches of o lvls please

im gg crazy again.

2009-02-01T18:42:00.004+08:00

i know its eons since i blogged.
no nt mugging. jst watching dramas over and over again
tmr's work which is like alot, i hvnt finished at all :D
gd luck to me!

chi new yr is like any other yr. enjoyed chu1 2 the most
cuz its the gg laoshi's and ms tan's hse day ;D
after ms tan's hse went vivo with yilin olivia and celia to watch big wedding
the movie's average nt too gd nt too bad either
so tt all abt it. im nt gg to post abt how much i hate sch
pics below :D

in the gv's toilet

at laoshi's hse: merrien, nich, me

jingkai and me. stupid guy tt says he bent dwn ALOT. ><

look at nich's mouth. hes eating sth

see. still eating. pig!

lighting nt nice D:

laoshi! he smile very cute!

laoshi again! i know i gt the same expression!

celia and me :D

jeslynn!

merrien!

at ms tan's hse (:

another at ms tan's hse

with laoshi and sec 3s!

evelyn!

replies to tags :

ange: lol! nw i cn use the net and u cn only use it frm 8 to 10 every night! bleh bleh!

natalie : hey! haha do u have a blog? give me blog link! yep u jy too! meet up someday!

2009-01-25T12:50:00.003+08:00

solitary i stand.
in the festive season i find no joy.

ok so its sun tdy. (no moon and star D:)
im currently at starbucks using the net cuz my freaking mio modem crash dwn on me like AGAIN
i want to thank ange for helping me to connect to the internet yaye she's damn pro man connect awhile jiu can connect liao. i this dumbo connect until very long also cannot dunno why hmm. :D
ange (that's me, hello! :D)is busy mugging and im busy chionging shows (naughty jh tsktsk)
shall do hw when i gt hm (dont believe her she's bluffing!!!) since i gt no internet connection at hm
its been a long time since i posted
things havent been gg too well.
this yr is so screwed and no life.. hai

well. 1st thing up.
i wna apologise to mr chairman for my bad attitude nowadays
even though hes nt gg to see this i think
jst wna say pls give me some more time to gt myself bck to normal
if u gt wad i mean. sry nich. sry.

HELLO PEOPLE ANGELINA HERE, JINGHUI IS DOING WORK NOW IM USING HER COMP HAHAHAHAHA SWITCH USERS WHOOHOOO HELLO JINGHUI :D

hello jinghui's back i let her type liao hoh dont miss me if you want see more of my post can go to http://x-quackquack.blogspot.com yaye this(<----) blog rocks okay la jh blog also rock abit.

ok so its jinghui bck here.
im nt gg to edit what tt dumbo typed in purple. let u all see how dumb she is
hahahah!
so. bck to what i had been saying. things arent gg very well for me bt i will still try hard.
during this long period of time when im nt blogging
theres nh-crescent bbq and erm out with merrien regina vanessa xixi ding and jam after cny celebrations
and erm out with ange to starbucks for a total of 8 times or so
tt all i think? haha enjoy the pics below ;D

xiong looked like his body is some stretchable thingy haha!

;D

under the gleaming sun. made our eyes look so small D:

eyes even smaller -.-

replies to tags:

lihuan: hi lihuan! haha i will jy de ;D

ange: pics koped!

liling: yea we cn do it! wna stress we all stress tgt ! ;D

ferny: hello!

stead: hi stead jy this yr ok!

ange: lol ur ulcer ok le nt?

2009-01-15T22:37:00.003+08:00

someday, im going to bitch around the streets

oh yes.

hihi. have been camping in starbucks with GUYI nowadays

didnt do alot i think.

bt btr den nth?

anyway, i know im very edgy nowadays with all my tantrums and black faces and rolling eyes kind of stuff.

nt that i wna to defend for myself or sth.

i jst cnt help it

blame it all on O LVLS then! haha!

tmr is cip day and sat is bbq with crescent dancers and nx wk will be a whole load of tests again

at least we gt to slack tmr.

finally the sch is doing sth humane since sch starts

faster! i wna nx fri to come asap!

den there will be 4 days of fun peace and laughter (:

even though i hate CNYs like always, cny is a gift to me with tt 4 days off sch :D

amaths lvl test tdy sucks totally.

its a miracle if i gt like a B for it.

well. hope im jst nt the last in class

ohohoh.i jst rmbed sth!

girls bear grudges for a long time u know esp for ppl like me.

hence i declared tt i hate my phy tchr! hate hate hate hate hate!

oh yea my phy is weak so what. nt as though ur phy is the best in the whole wide world.

looking dwn on students dnt make them score btr ok.

argh. im kind enough to nt think of it any more after i had posted.

so i bore this grudge for merely 9 hrs! be gladful.

replies to tags:

ange: lol yes yes ur tag has been sent to ur blog ms ;D

ferny: hey hey thx thx! jst totally freaked out by all the tests and hw stuff.. will learn to cope with it soon! SOOOOOOOOOOONNNNN :x

ricia: oh hi! ;D

xuemiao: yea! and after those freaking exams we cn jst party all day long day in day out haha!

ange: yes dnt poot ange!

2009-01-14T04:30:00.002+08:00

theres no more time for salvage;

cuz the harm is done.

hi all.

im nt so stressed tdy. i guessed.

anyway its 4.32 am

i cnt rlly fall aslp. i dno y. hope i dnt end up snoring in classes ltr.

theres tons of tests coming and tmr theres amaths lvl test.

i hvnt revised at all yt. like wow.

jst realised sth. i like to use alot alot alot of full-stops! haha

theres dance ltr.

i dno if im looking forward to it, nt like some others who are waiting in anticipation for dance to come

its screwed :/

oh ya! o lvl results were released like 2 days ago and i gt my fair share of A1! ;D

sth to be happy abt. FINALLY.

and and and tt pro pro pro lihuan actually gt like 9a1s omgomgomg luh

faints. shes sec 4 dancers'09 role model! must aspire to be like her!

anyway, thx for those who expressed their kind concern on my tagboard

hahahah! plus carine's pornographic tag. LOL

ok i shall stop here. its gtting boring. cuz my life is boring nw.

sth nt to rejoice abt

OH WELL

replies to tags:

zydgd: lol ! hope i cn do tt

ange: HELLO FRIEND i cnt smile! D:

lingyuan: I LOVE YOU TOO! thx ;D

xiong: hahaha! yea guess so. bt i dnt think i cn adapt tt fast :x

xuemiao: hey! thx ;D im gg to jy. u jy too!

ange: hahaha! no prob. lets have more of studying at starbucks k!

stead: haha ok! i love u !

carine: haiyo! no one tell u go see the cleavage lo! hahaha! no1 noticed abt tt before u mentioned! see luh nw everybody know! hahaha

shir: thx girl! jy k!

ange: lol i know u love me, xoxo.

2009-01-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

get me out of this horror movie ;

please.

i cn forsee that im so nt gg to post any happy posts for a period of time

im still feeling super fucked up

i dnt even think i gt time to slp tdy

look at the no. of things i need to complete!

1) amaths hw

2) NYAA stupid booklet

3) chi sheng huo sui bi

4) chi ws

5) STUDY FOR SS POP QUIZ TMR. WTH. ITS 5 FULL CHAP.

6) chem tys and before i cn complete the tys, i dno how im gg to effing undst alcohols and carboxylic acids.

7) theres AMATHS LVL TEST NX WK.

8) complete 35 hrs of cip in at most another wk. freakkkkkkkk!

wah. i cnt cope with sec 4 life...

its driving me crazy. everything is driving me crazy.

school, dance, tests, arrival of o lvls, stress, zits.

im gtting irritated at every small little things.

O LEVELS IS A FUCKING BASTARD.

2009-01-05T21:48:00.002+08:00

say that im insane;

i totally hate sec 4 life. im ranting again.
wtf wtf wtf.
its the 2nd day of sch. i feel super stressed out.
all my zits are popping out and thats completely disturbing...
why the fuck that the sch is dropping its autonomous status got any hell to do with us?
its not as though we caused the sch to lose its status.
blame it on i dnt wna mention who.
stressing us out on the 1st day of sch and pushing us more and more doesnt gt us anywhere
at least thats wad i think.

i want to scream. and scream and scream.
so what the hell happened to the sch?
we've gt sucky tchrs like god damn knows how they become tchrs in the 1st place.
like HELLOOOOOOOOOO!
401 doesnt mean geniuses. maybe this applies for others in the class.
NOT ME. NOT ME. NOT ME.
how many freaking times must i repeat this.
i dont want to be just a machine to produce scores to make the sch proud because they have gt scoring machines.

theres nth to look forward everyday.
this is fucking great. wow.

replies to tags:
joanne: hahaha ur midly drunk!
ange: lols! know tt its nt ur style luh! haha
yinglin: k will relink
stead: haha ok talk on wed! i love you too :D

2009-01-02T23:33:00.004+08:00

i've got no time to build sandcastles in the air anymore ):

ok. let me see whether my sentences are still apart..

well yay! hahaha. tt lame.

so to depict abt all the pics shown below...

im gg to start frm erm. christmas dinner?

work finally ended on christmas eve.

it was fun working there packaging and stuff

the last few days was christmas sale and we were all out serving customers

christmas eve. counting dwn to the no. of turkeys sold hahah!

customers all snatching turkeys hahahaha!

so after tt had a mini celebration and faster rush hm to prepare to ton at xiong's hse at night

olivia gt drunk and joanne gt alitte bit drunk

hahaha so olivia started to say all kinds of stuff and cracks alot of jokes when shes drunk

btw we were drinking during the dinner in case u dno how olivia gt drunk

went to watch midnight movie at 12.20am

twilight is disappointing. ton at starbucks. return to xiong'se hse ard 5 plus and took short nap

oh ya i forgot abt frh's concert !

it was a total blast! jiaen jiaying and me gt the best seats ever!

we were the closest to them and i cnt believe that i didnt gt too excited and fainted on the spot :X

they sing until very high, we listen until more high! haha

erm. nx wld be shopping! ahahaha

shopping trip with clique 8 on 31st!

all of us built our bears and nw we gt 8 bears!

joanne's periwinkle, olivia's joseph, yilin's ainsley, ange's einstein, lingyuan's ice, rachel's cream, my prince and xiong himsel! hahaha!

splurge my pay away -.-

items bought:

the zara bag tt i had beem aiming for very long and lingyuan had gt the same taste as me! ;D

1 pair of ripple sandals

shorts frm fox

and of course, prince!

sch has started and i dread being a sec 4

cuz being a sec 4 means im gg to take o lvls!

being a sec 4 means im gg to have no life all the way until nov

being a sec 4 means im gg to juggle btwn dance and studies

being a sec 4 means im gg to face stress and face my smart classmates

being a sec 4 means im one of the oldest in the sch

being a sec 4 means its my last yr in nh, in nhds...

replies to tags:

rachel: hahahaha! xiong is a bimbo! :x :x :x and the girl is chio! bt i dno who is she hahaha!

yiluan: hi nuer! xD

xiong: hahaha u rlly forgot ah? or u jst pretend? haha!

rachel: rachel i back you up!

cora: hahah go out go out! lol of cuz u cn join ;D

nicholas: hello! i think im gg to struck lottery! u actually tagged my blog!

felicia: happy new yr love!

xiong: ya... totally old! argh. i dnt want!

yilin: thanks! :D gd luck for test!

2009-01-02T22:50:00.005+08:00

sometimes being messed up is the way to life;

ok ppl. i know since my last post focusing on bimbo talk i had nt been posting.

ahhhh. dno why my sentences are far apart frm each other. siannnnn D: i shall let pics speak.

prac on 26th ;D

out shopping with clique 8!

christmas dinner at xiong's hse!

FAHRENHEIT CONCERT! :D:D:D

singing heng xin (:

another shot. omgomgomg luh! they are damn shuai!

see how close i am to them! im sitting at the first row in the middle! ;D

totally mesmerising

HOT~~

close right close right!

PRINCE SAYS HELLO!

hes my beloved bear born on 31 dec! call him mr prince :D

2008-12-14T22:46:00.003+08:00

someday; ppl wld look at me in a different way.
i'll made them regret for their words

hi ppl :D
im in quite a gd mood after ranting on my blog a few days ago so hahahaha!
cuz i found another way of life that makes me enjoy my life more
WHICH IS....
BEING A BIMBO!
actually nt exactly a normal bimbo but a USB
UGLY SMART BIMBO.
ugly cuz i apparently dnt have the looks to officially be a bimbo
smart cuz i dnt want to be an airhead (:
yilin's gg all bimbo with me and ange is halfway in
muahahaha! im psychoing ppl to join me!

enough of BIMBO TALK
work was funnnnnnnnnnn!
went into the freezer tdy and i felt totally in antartica
the moment i stepped into the freezer my teeth are chattering my legs are wobbly and my body is shivering
woah.. and my fingers nose mouth ears toes felt like they were all gg to drop off if i moved any further
its gd experience working though :D
all the ppl there were very nice including uncle kumar, peter, sha, siva and many many more
ange's all emo tdy cuz she found out tt her kummy is married!
AWWWWWWW. SO SAD.muahahaha!

i think i forget to mention abt 301's chalet?
it was super uber fun!
bt i think i missed out the most fun part which is the playgrd part
hai D:
nvm! its still very fun cuz we do everything as a class!
like watch tv as a class bbq as a class play as a class talk as a class!
301 can be bonded as well ok! hahaha i love 301 more and more le (:
and i played mahjong like alot alot alot of rounds!

tt all for nw. gg dwn to crescent on tues :D
afraid tt i will feel zi bei after seeing their standard
and gg to discuss abt combined prac with crescent chair
bye ppl!

replies to tags:
xuemiao: yepp! im potato highness nw! :D :D ;D see ya in sch soon
ange: hi bimbo! i love working nw!
cora: stead stead stead! i wna go go go go go outttttttttt D:
shir: hello prettaye! haha ok i shall go kope
jinglin: :D :D :D it will be combined dance prac on 30th
ange: hahahah! are u very sad? cuz kummy is married?
xiong: hahaha xiao long baooooooo! i wanttttttttt! hahha bimbo is cheered up!
yilin: nvm luh we are the smart bimbos who gt straight As k! bimbos rock !
rachel: hello fruitarian! lols ya lo bimbo very gd! hahaha xiong bimbo ah... eh... LOL! if he wna be one, i dnt mind! hahha! and i will work hard! all of us are gg to work hard!
carine: hahah thx so much girl! yepp still have u! shall we go out 1 day ? :X

2008-12-12T23:29:00.002+08:00

i feel like trying something dangerous.

more dangerous than burning cigarettes.

this is gg to be a long long long post.

i dno how long bt im gg to type whats on my mind nw which is alot alot alot alot

im in a very very very very foul mood and before i explode i guess i have to vent everything here.

who cares if its public.

my blog is mine. i cn do anything to it.

to think tt i have been hiding alot of stuff cuz im afraid to blog stuff tt will offend ppl

im nt gg to freaking care now.

whoever out there whos nt happy with it, shoo and go away. fk off and nv come bck.

oh ya another pt. im nt abstaining frm vulgarities. anyway im nt in dance nw.

so. dance pracs. i dno wth had happened tt made all these pracs so screwed up.

if anyone had said tt the pracs were great tt was crap. except for the ord and dance camp part.

cuz 1st thing there were many parents complaining.

nt tt sec 3s parents didnt complain bt. i guessed sec 3s had been trying their best for everything.

maybe nt all. still we did make an effort

we cnt control if ppl's parents complained or nt.

i dnt gt it. how come nw we gt parents' complains and last time we didnt gt too many

weird huh.

anyway sec 3s were slacking including myself. so the whole dance society was slacking

actions slow attitude wrong plus plus many other stuff

how can laoshi nt be angry

if laoshi nt angry den theres sth wrong. so wad if nhds was the all mighty in the past

that was in the past. what are we nw?

to put it in a crude way, its shit. SHIT. SHIT SHIT SHIT.

u guys dnt like it? too bad. dance is total shit nw.

i dnt look forward to dance pracs like how i used to last time. LAST TIME.

despite telling ppl so many times tt dance was nt the dance last time i think ppl dnt gt it

ok. so we jst dnt gt it HUH. dance is nt falling. it has fallen. it had fall.

dance kua diao le. alr kua diao le. nt yao kua diao le.ok.

so on ord tt day when the sec 4s had officially left, it means tt we had lost another pillar tt had been upholding the dance society

laoshi teared. its a total stimulator for us. all of cried as though theres no tmr.

i love laoshi. hes doing everything he cld to help us and what we had returned him was...

he had an affection for nhds. take note tt i used HAD.

cuz he had. nw he has no more. i guessed he stepped into nhds with a sian feeling

hes nt feeling the way he did like yrs ago.

dance is jst a wall make up of many bricks

to build a strong and tall wall there had to be many layers of bricks to be the foundation in order to hold everything tgt

so why are we using a hammer and hammering down that foundation?

why is tt we are nw a wall with holes and the bricks are collapsing? WHY WHY WHY.

are we gg to clap and cheer when we see that in the end, dance is jst a pile of broken bricks?

i dnt understand you see. how cn we be so cruel? i dno. i rlly dno.

many many many times sec 3s felt like giving up.

at some points of time exco gave up

if ppl think its so easy to have the whole society under control, come and do it.

no one forces the exco to scold ppl and to pump ppl.

its jst tt we have to do it. ppl think we like to gl? like to see black faces the moment we scold? like to see eyes rolling at us like to hear ppl scolding us behind our backs?

i wld have wash my hands off everything if nt for laoshi.

if nt for tt little hope frm my peers.

anyone cared? NO.

enough of dance.

im still pissed. even after typing such a huge chunk of words.

why am i fuckingly trying so hard nw? except for the studying part.

cnt jinghui jst be jinghui?

i swore frm tdy onwards, im jst gg to do whatever i like go according to what i think and im nt freakingly gg to change for others.

selfish? so what?

im feeling freaking bimbotic and vain nw

nx yr if i go out i wna wear heels put make up and do everything that a perfect bimbo will do

dnt ask me why. i dno. jst feel tt way

no one says that ugly ppl cnt be bimbotic.

anyway to round up as a bimbo i wld have bimbotic dreams

gt a shuai and rich bf and go shopping everyday

its btr if its a caucasian guy with blue or grey eyes

at least 1.75m tall and loves me as much as i love him and thats all!

...

its 2 hrs frm jst nw so i felt much more cool nw.

so im too tired to continue so bye.

2008-12-09T22:37:00.006+08:00

this is jst gg to be a summary post of the hols :D
ok i forgot what i have done but basically it's jst a few events.

cultural pot was a total blast cuz we didnt screw it up like how i expected it to be
okok. the 16 bucks seats were super empty and i dno y. must be no1 wna buy
and stupid nicholas stimulates my tear glands.
so after cultural pot was erms... i dno.
open hse? yea open hse.
quite sian. even though the 2nd perf was much more enjoying than the 1st one
bt open hse performances were always boring. and there were no ppl i think..
nx up was erm some shopping trips? or were those before? nvm. forgotten.
jst rmb-ed i was out with cora, and merrien yilin regina ding. o did i mention tt?

gg out with cora was :D :D :D
i missed her like abcdefg!
i wna go out with her again. childhood friends are still childhood friends. its gd to pour everything out to her :D
2 wks of dance pracs were nt very pleasant.
cuz of alot of stuff
laoshi was VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY angry
sec 3s were giving up. excos was at a pt of time where all of us gave up.
there was no motivation no spirit nth to push us forward to do sth for the society
i wld elaborate on this in future posts.
dance ord and camp was an awesome day for me.
cuz after crying we played like mad ppl running ard the sch spamming toothpaste and water bombs and water hoses at every1 we see :D
nx day AYG ppl came and flimed. they were quite satisfied i guessed.

after the 2 wks of prac. on sat went merrien's hse with ding jam regina vanessa wong and xixi
lazed ard and watched dvds
it was nice to laze and camp out with friends
nx day was anyhow art. nt much ppl went bt still played alot. watched wild child and i like the movie :D
after tt was sec 3 girls party at merrien's hse
gossipped pooled watched talked
i like having such outings :D it was awesome!

nth else. pics!

pool rm during sec 3 girls party :D

eve covered her face with periwinkle lol

after anyhow art. ange is totally being a shu2 nu3

i think we look funny D:

click 8 without rachel and xiong and with jeslynn :D

big baby!

chilling out with cora at starbucks :D

cineleisure's toilet

more sec 3 girls party photos on others blog. im too lazy to kope :x

2008-11-28T23:48:00.003+08:00

im very lazy to post so yea
since im busy nowadays, this blog will nt be updated temporarily.
look out for my msn personal msg if blog is updated! :D

2008-11-18T00:52:00.002+08:00

i never felt so helpless and hopeless before.
its 12.53 am and i jolly well know tt i shld be slping nw cuz i have to wake up very early tmr.
oh nt tmr, is ltr on.
bt i cnt slp. i dno y.

i cnt believe tt tmr will be the last "official" performance tt sec 3s will have excluding cny and stuff nx yr
and our last performance will be this kinda screwed up cultural pot.
OMG, i cnt accept it. for goodness sake.
see the no. of pracs we had for cultural pot.

bt. in order to nt demoralise myself
i shall say tt i hope every1 will give in their very best tmr
with every1's efforts, maybe even with a few hrs we might be able to come out with sth
sec 3s esp. we gt to jiayou!
make this performance a nt so shitty one as many wld expect it to be.

like wad nicholas say, no point crying over spilt milk
so i shall try to stop dwelling on tmr and try to go to slp.hai.

2008-11-09T17:15:00.008+08:00

long post.
starting frm sentosa trip which is on 3 nov :x
felt so guilty for nt blogging for so long hahaha
1st of all, ange is super no brain enough to wait for lingyuan leon and me at the towards jurong east platform when we were all in the train towards marina bay -.-
tt goondu!
i was like " where the hell are you angelina! " over the phone and she realised tt she was standing at the wrong side of the platform

was late so when joanne called lingyuan, lingyuan kept insisting tt we rched alr and were bhind them xD
finally met up with the lakeside ppl ( joanne, yilin, tianjun, shenyong, tianyi)
oh and we saw ms yeooooooo!
den it was my 1st time watching horror as well as leon's! btw we were watching coffin.
i swear im nt gg to watch another horror movie in my whole life
even though ppl whom watched other horror movies think tt this movie is crap
luckily theres tj bside!
after movie xiong came and waited for benedict
went to sentosa and ate at koufu
skyride and luged which is superrrrrr funnnnnn!
siloso and the guys gt themselves all wet by throwing one another into the water
went bck to vivo and ate dinner
home swt home at 10 :D

CLIQUE CHALET ( LOVES X 1000000000 TIMES )
5 nov and 6 nov.
had o lvls in the morning on 5 nov
hope i wun screw too badly :x
clique chalet clique chalet afterwards!
o lvls end ard 12 and we ( ange regina jiaen me ) 183-ed to je interchange to meet yilin
hohoho! shes lugging the big big steamboat :D
proceeded to imm and ate at mos burger
jiaen's 1st time eating mos ! hahaha!

ard 2 plus we chiong-ed to chevrons!
bt the sky isnt kind enough and it rained heavily
in the end we ended up in chevrons in the following state:

happily drenched! jiaen and me were the wettest!

waited to check in for quite a long time cuz of some admin stuff
bt the chalet is cool ok! its so prettily furnished tt it give ppl a home feeling

1st floor. sofa bed and a big sunflower!

2nd floor is the room!

i tell you! the hairdryer is superrrrrrr nice to use! :D

staircaseeeee!

there were 2 refrigerators and we used it to put our chips :X

so after tt we slacked ard watching davinci code and tv shows...
went bck to imm giant to buy food for steamboat! :D
took a super long time cuz this time we bought more food den ever!
too much until we cnt finished :X
went bck to chalet den set up for steamboat

see the foooooooooodddddd! (:

and they forced me to eat veggie again! this time is broccoli! argh!

besides tt, i've gt to give a smile for this pic. so i forced one out! D:

ange's tao gua! she bought i whole big packet of it and i think she feels like vomitting after eating too much of them!

see the way they bully me by pushing all the veggie to my side! and im trying very hard to push the veggie away!

so after dno how many hrs of eating

cont watching davinci and devil wears prada !

gossiped at night and fell aslp :x

i love clique! nx yr we shall have a 3D2N one with makyinkar!!!!!!

whooohooo!

tags will be replied in the nx post :D

2008-10-30T21:02:00.004+08:00

there are more than 1 face to any other matter;

its the way you look at each and every side.

hi all.

im too lazy to blog recently.

jst summarise wad has been happening these few days (:

last fri. met regina merrien ding and yilin

shop ard orchard :D

ding's all white! hahah! nice shopping trip even though i bought 2 tank tops only (:

and after merr and ding left reg yilin and i went starbucks to chill

saw this hot guy.

i say HOT GUY ok. NT SUPER HOT!

pic on yilin's blog!

this tues. had remedial so most of us were unable to go for dance

went for the last few min of dance

after dance went pizza hut with study grp and created damn lots of jokes

bt i wna apologise to yangyee and gang (excluding zj)

so after tt went to playgrd and talked for 3 hrs!

ytd and tdy went lib and did nth actually :x

well clique chalet is nx wed and so is o lvl chi.

bless me argh. hate hate hate o lvls

recently im being MEANNNNNNNNN

ohwell. bt i dnt care. actually, i somehow love being mean :x

yes. mean bitch.

replies to tags:

rachel: hello fruitarian! :D

yilin: lols its fun riteeeee!

joanne: hahah! thks for the steamboat gal!

sk: cuz i love potatoes! so im turning myself into 1 too :X

cora: stead! imy too! go out some day k!

lingyuan: hi lingyuannnnnn (:

rachel: im nt losing either! i think im gaining! ):

yvonne: hi hi! yea i love my blog song !

2008-10-21T21:27:00.003+08:00

its the palm

to push everything away from me.

hello hello! :D

ytd celebration for laoshi's bday ! whoooo!

the cake was niceeeeeeee!

sch started off mr foo's demoralising speech. urgh.

only know how to pressurise.

lessons were nt so taxing (:

ange joanne rachel and gang bballed!

me yilin jst dnt feel like playing so we sat under the hdb block to wait for our dear lao peng you to come and scold us

bt she didnt appear. awwwwwwww ):

chilled out at mac with yilin oli and rachel

saw regina who jst came bck frm lavendar

im looking forward to hols

even it is fully packed with remedials and dance pracs

theres so much stuff to do! like shopping, buliding a bear, sec 3 outing, working, chilling out, learning new stuff, movie marathon and so much much much much more!

must fully utilised this hols if nt nx yr cnt enjoy le! D:

& lick floor sessions are coming! whooooo!

replies to tags:

ange: hahha! hope it will go away real soon ! yay lick floor lick floor!

merrien: I LOVE YOU MERRIEN! see i confessed on my blog!

2008-10-19T21:51:00.008+08:00

this boy.

waited and waited for hundreds of years.

and he finally met the right one.

it was fun tdy. at xiong's hse.

his sofa is too nice to slp on :D

after all the slacking and stuff at his hse

we went out in search for a box.

its superrrrrrr difficult to find a box tt jst the right size

ate at kobayashi in cineleisure and was totally amazed by the guys' appetite.

esp tianjun. he ate 3 meals and SWALLOWED down a soba meal in 3 min >.<

i think i wld take like 5 hrs to finish wad he had eaten in 30 min?

gosh! and leon, bene and wenxuan also ate 2 meals each.

scaryyyyyyyy!

im being mean. yes i am. and i cnt help it.

we belonged to 2 different worlds. im jst sry for how it is now

im stupid im useless and im nth compared to u.

u've gt ur high expectations which i will nv undst

u've gt ur ambitions ur motivation ur brains ur results

cuz u belong to the clvr world while im jst stuck in my own world

i felt inferior when i talk to u when i stand beside u and at so many times tt i cldnt bear to elaborate

cuz i jst feel tt way

this feeling tt keeps on bugging to me. i dno how to overcome.

perhaps both of us didnt realise

we drifted long time ago. u've gt other friends who knew how to console u

i dno how to. im nv a gd friend. u deserve btr ones.

i need time. to bring myself to face you properly in the face again.

i hate myself for being weak. again.

fk. i failed even trying to put on a strong appearance.

2008-10-18T22:44:00.004+08:00

this feeling of helplessness
made me cower in fear.
i sat above the ground
not wanting to step down. not wanting to face all these fears.

i do not want to elaborate more on results
they simply just SUCK.
its jst a point whereby i felt totally helpless abt it.
efforts werent always repaid.

on thurs after sch when most of us were totally devastated abt our results
yilin xiong rachel dap tj me were playing bball at the bball court in the hdb near sch
yijun and joy played for awhile and went bck to sch
den after tt yujian came to join. and my right pinky gt hurt D:
it rained heavily after tt and we went to sit at the table which u see under hdb blocks where most ah pehs sat to play chess
yujian and dap left den we went mama shop to buy things to eat
tj was playing bball when a crazy lady bringing 2 little kids went up to him and scolded him for playing bball
she then turned her target towards us and all of us were totally pissed with her
to know what she had scolded, pls refer to ange's blog.
i dnt gt why there are so many freaks ard in sg.

jst a joke. ange's father nearly drove into johor with ange me and lingyuan w/o our passports
hahaha! so i was late for tuition for ard 1 hr bt who cares?
and my pinky gt all swollen up and purple. yuck.

replies to tags:
dap: hahah yay bball! <3
ange: hahaha! its ok its ok! whoo johor!
evelyn: i love them! hahahah
carine: hahah ! i love all 3 of them! <3
chantel: hahah ok! ya lo suay :x
carine: ok! linked :D

2008-10-15T22:41:00.004+08:00

sometimes;

the simplest things in life could gt you intoxicated.

tmr is a day tt most of us dreaded.

oh well. its life isnt it?

exams. stressed. exams over. play. results. mourn.

this cycle jst keep on repeating until we ended our role as a student

then it will be.

finding jobs. work. competition. tired. stress. financial problems. family.

as we enter old age,

it'll jst be using up ur CPF. waiting for sickness to plague you. wait. wait. wait. death.

how saddening and pathetic.

ok enough of complaining

this post is supposed to be HAPPY!

cuz tdy was such a happy day.

1st of all, dance prac was fun! even though there were ppl who disappointed laoshi and all of us

improvised version of ndp for cultural pot.

i hope we gt enough time to make the performance nt as bad as it is nw D:

led warm up tdy. and nearly died if laoshi didnt stop us. phew!

next up. after the sec 3s discussion.

19 out of 36 ppl of sec 3s stayed bck to play bball!

use my bball lehs! MUAHAHHA!

lly wenxuan benedict and gang went off to central to eat

so did joanne, xiong and gang

in the end me ange yilin tj and jianhao (jh) went to the court bside nus

tj taught some basics for bball and tt act pro ange wanted to learn advance b4 she cn dribble her ball well! ACT PRO!

still gotta thank tj!

so the 5 of us went mac and surprisingly saw joanne and gang there

tt when the fun begins. ange started with all her lame jokes and born a natural joker,

tt ah gu made all of us laughed until we nearly cried.

jh left 1st and we laughed even more after tt. so the whole mac was staring at us :X

oh well! tt us? we AA tgt!

jst like xixi and merrien, tj laughed like shit after hanging out with ange.

i have never seen our HODB laughed so much b4!

credits shld all go to ange HUH. pics of tj laughing at sec 3 dance blog! hahhaha!

so tdy, we commemorate HAPPY TIANJUN DAY!

ange tells me i have the same blogskin as bryan. dang! tt random.

tt all for nw.

im nt prepared for tmr. die.

replies to tags:

evelyn: haha! huh?

cora: lols! u dnt look ugly! i look even uglier!

lingyuan: haha yep bball! and we are all superman nt nicholas!

kiathoon: hello kiat! :D

nicholas: lols! see luh. how narcissistic can you be? deeming other ppl to be weaker den u shld nt be an ex-convict's behaviour u know? ok! JKJK. i know abit overboard :x

SK: hahah! u like yuan da ying also? he damn funyn and cute lo!

ps: its a joke nich. dnt take it too hard!

2008-10-14T20:20:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CORA!

im sry girl. i hope u will be able to understand and forgive me

hope u arent hurt. i still love u ok! <3

9 years we have been tgt.

replies to tags:

siying: hahah! yepp yepp shopping spree!

evelyn: lols whats wrong with potatoes?

ange: yepp my blog very vibrant! :D

2008-10-14T00:41:00.002+08:00

freedom.
lost. as the world makes another revolution.

hello hello.
short post.
i see that my tagboard is very vibrant.
it is definitely a good thing (:

total slackness tdy.
closure ceremony
cross talk quite funny eh. and bboy performance (:
so during curriculum time was jst doing of survey in lab
tt how my tagboard gt spammed -.-
and student planning

after sch play bball. initially with oli rachel yilin ange
nich jianhao and tj joined in
den yinkar and jiaen joined.
play play play. the 3 guys left
shanyi and wenya joined. play play play
je and yk left
we went bck sch to have a break
after sec 2 guys gym played with lingyuan rachel oli ange yilin joanne tj and jianhao again
thus..
1 MORE NEW RESOLUTION FOR THE HOLS: LEARN BBALL!

replies to tags:
nich: lols! hi nich! haha i know 301 rocks :D
shenle: hi bt i dnt love you :x
SHENLE: i didnt know there were so many shenles and SHENLES ! & i dnt wna slp with u :x
mox: haha hihi! nvm. cuz i tagged at ur blog too!
sokhian: hahaha! she has too much love!
guest: hi! ur?
yilin: lols! ya lo. is carineee! hahaha nicole ? she knows shen le?
yeeting: i love potatoes! :D
biqi: yesyes im badly x100000000000 times spammed ): hahah!
yinkar: lols! y nv use? nvm nvm! dnt use btr ! den i cn use (:

2008-10-13T00:13:00.005+08:00

hi ppl long time no see!
FINALLY THE KILLER EOY IS OVER.
nx killer wld be taking bck of results and o lvls spa and chi.
oh well. i'll jst enjoy these few days of slacking :D

ok a whole new skin a whole new feel i guess.
dnt ask me whats up with the black and white
jst like it as it is. xD
and to ans xiong's qn: abt the potato mania
hahaha! the person who created the blogskin typed this
i thought it was pretty cute so i jst improvised on it and left it there
afterall im a potato lover myself too! (:

my schedule is totally packed for this wk and hols
tmr am gg to play bball after sch
tues might have 208 outing. if nt i'll have to go out and gt some1's present
wed theres dance
all the other days will be sch and out of hse

during the hols i wld like to TRY and complete these things:
1) FIND A JOB AND WORK. so tt i cn fufill my material needs heh heh heh :D
2) to build a bear with yilin and lingyuan and ange. olivia had built hers!
3) take up dancing/guzheng lessons
4) do cip to complete nyaa
5) nt to forget clique chalet and class chalet and dance camp and sec 3 chalet
6) shopping sprees when year end sales come so tt i cn clear my wish list!
7) TO GO ON DIET. CUZ IM TOO FAT. FREAK.

ok so after amaths paper on thurs was steamboating at regina's hse with merrien xixi ange yilin and of cuz regina!
so xixi had a great laughter after 1st interaction with jay excluding me.
the 2 jokers! hahaha! and all of us laughed till our stomach muscles hurt.

JAY!<3

regina dealing with food!

the steambaot :D

on fri went to meet study grp at vivo at 3
the others met ard 12 + 1 bt i have to eat my lunch 1st so i went dwn late ):
xiong did what he wanted long time ago.
a pity i wasnt there bt lingyuan had video it dwn! :D
olivia built her JOSEPH MOK JENG bear at built-a-bear workshop!
the ppl inside the shop were so friendly!
AND JOSEPH IS CUTE. i mean the bear. nt the real joseph. ahahah!

at built a bear. oh gosh. fat arm. arghhhh!

with olivia's joseph! :D

olivia and her joseph! she look so happy (:

ok. tt all for nw :D
i wld post more often cuz no exams at the moment! whooo!
ppl tag more! thx to those who tagged and i will reply to the nx batches of tags after xiong's.

2008-09-20T21:58:00.001+08:00

OLD RULES.
NO BLOGGING TILL EOY ENDS D:
FULL TIME JOB NW IS TO MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGG D:

2008-09-11T11:20:00.002+08:00

argh.
i hate my weak body -.-
theres phy tdy and pandian will be tching a new chap.
maths gg through 3D trigo which is one of the chap tt i've gt lots of prob in
and theres bio test and SPA tdy
to think i missed all these. and EOY is coming.
freak.

2008-09-06T23:28:00.032+08:00

ok i rched hm ard 10+ 11 tdy so dnt blame me for nt posting ok!
at least i stayed up till nw which is 12.50am
and im still posting...

WARNING: THIS WILL BE THE LONGEST EVER POST! SCROLL UNTIL UR HAND ACHE xD

dnt ever say i dnt put effort in blogging le! i spent more than 2 hrs posting this ok!
so below are more than 100 photos which were stored inside my phone for a lifetime :x
they start frm march all the way up till nw, so well sit bck, relax and enjoy!
muahahah!
ohya 1 more thing to add. all are zilian photos so if u dnt fancy them jst dnt scroll dwn!

this was taken during roadrun! :x

nx up wld be the photos when merrien, ding, vanessa wong and me went meritus mandarin to have dinner; representing the sch.

at ding's hse! and i love tt hat of hers!

and her hse has this full-length mirror in the living rm!

at the hotel! we were sitting with 4 hwa chong guys -.-

this was sports day! took with vanessa partner and with zouyou at the bck emo-ing! haha!

met peixuan and hannqian on the way to imm after sports meet!
so we went to zilian like again!

girls are jst like tt-- vain!

this was taken on 1 of the orchard outings with cora stead!
nowadays we have been so busy tt we didnt rlly go out tgt! ):

in the toilet of jtc building! SOMETHING! preparing to go on an industrial trip :D

no doubt in nh's toilet!

me and je while waiting to enter lunar bar for lollipop's autograph session! (:

vanessa lim and me at clarke quay b4 gg to zouk bar gor aska yang's mini concert!

sec 3 west malaysia intergrated camp!
i didnt blog abt it bt it was quite fun luh! haha!

i was quite afraid of the horse! :x

regina! <3

ding!. merrien. jam. vanessa wong. me. regina. (:

an unsuccessful of a jump shot. bt all the jump shots were pretty unsuccessful. so far this is the most successful one ._.

regina jiaen yinkar and me! <3

another 1!

group 1! with ms edwards and mr mun shin! :D

at petrosains! i love tt place!

nhds! made by me using torn paper! haha!

dno when we took this. shld be after 1 of the dance pracs. anyway it's pretty.
edited by yilin teh!

NDP PHOTOSSSSSS! WOOTS! bt theres still some with like nicholas seah.

teh teh!

look at teh's retarded face! muahaha!

i love ah gu! <3

JAY! <3

jinghui. evelyn. angee!

discipline girls! HODG!

this is the house of jokers! :p

look at angee's mole! super aa!

i guessed all of our heads look like eggs :x

revising for cts at mac!

at lib! and dumb ange took this dwn -.-

creative? reflection on the mrt slide doors!

andand after cts was shopping for orange! wheeee!

me trying on caps in espirit! i love caps :X

me yilin joanne and lingyuan zilianing in pans pacific toilet at 9pm -.-

us with retarded faces! except joanne

me xiong and yilin at mango while joanne is trying on

weird molecular structure built by nicholas seah during chem =.=

YAY YAY! TEACHERS DAY WAS A BLAST!
sec 3 dancers we rocked the stage!
whoooo~ bt everything jst ended like poof!
i want more tchrs day dance! breakdancers were gd too! sunny one so true. i love you!!!!
anyway vid of the dance posted on nich, evelyn and ange's blog! sec 3 dance blog also have!

kuehs! taken by kaiwen :D

sec 3 dancers!! in studio. by kaiwen too!

b4 performance! last pose in studio!

nicholas! taken frm kaiwen

last pose! taken by kaiwen.

with sec 4s and zhongyi! haha!

shenyong and his goggles! rofl!

by kaiwen!

nicholas! :D

regina! <3

sec 3 girls <3

with 301 ppl!

dear merrien!

ding and vanessa!

liangyuan!

xixi!

xiong!

ah beng again!

jia en , caituakuehs!

shirlyn! chiobu!

joanne! punk!

olivia!

dap and jiaen!

fernyyyy!

evelyn dearrrr

sec 3 girlsss <33333

LAST BT NT LEAST! NDP APPRECIATION DINNER!

at mandarin meritus again! toilet chio!

dap! shes pretty :DDD

nicholas seah! hes tall. cuz he still need to bend despite me wearing heels!

leon! i look super ugly here ):

yilin!

301! haha! i still look ugly here!

jianhao! tall!

shenyong!

shirlyn chio!

with laoshi!

plus evelyn! eve looks like career woman 0.0

jinger!

linda!

angeline!

joanne!

rachel!

xiong!

lili!

huisan! she look so elegant!

celia! and i gt big small eyes here -- 0.o

208'07!

olivia!

lly! hes shortttt! haha!

grp photo!

at xiong's hse!

GRANDMA'S BDAE YTD! cuz its 2.37 am nw -.-

me and my cousin fongteng. while another cousin yinglin is tying her hair! haha!

the 3 of us!

fongteng and me!

ok zilian-ed! xD

the 3 of us again!

me and fongteng! haha shes siannnn

ok byl i know! bt. i also very sian!

my p6 fongteng trying to act pro by reading my bio tb!

us! at xing fu yin cha. ok the food there is jst ><

sitting (frm left): 4th aunt, mum, ah ma, 2nd aunt

standing: 3rd aunt, yinglin, me, fongteng

wow! finally finished!

and time check. 2.45am..

i spent more den 3 hrs doing this! wth!

and i gt tons of hw undone

let alone say revise for eoy.

and theres oral on mon and i hvnt even prac yt.. kill me!

ahhhhhhh!

wheres my motivation! come bck!

pray hard tt i cn finish:

2 bk reviews

1 zuo wen

zuo ye with alot with chaps

bio wb

bio ws

chem eoy

amaths eoy

emaths eoy

bio ws

prac oral

long undone amaths 3

at the end of this post. i wld like to conclude:

1) toilets with full-length mirrors are encouraged to be everywhere. females wld die w/o them

2) i wld try to post more often rather than squeezed all up into 1

3) i think i gt superpowers to finish so much hw tmr. overestimation!

4) i gt alot of patience to finish this post at the end of 3hrs! cheerios!

to add on. combined prac on wed was gd and nt gd at the same time.

i jst like to apologise to mr seah for my bad attitude

hope hes nt angry anymore.

oh ya! also wld like to thank jingkai for keeping me accompanied at least until 2pm (:

replies to tags:

yeeting: haha! yea damn cool right!

zhongyi: haha! ya bt nw i updated a super long one ok!

carine: lols! go eat go eat!

daphine: boo!

yinkar: ya luh i noe sunset liaos!haha

evelyn: updated

xiong: hahaha okok update le!

2008-09-05T22:54:00.001+08:00

hey ppl. im gg to post tmr k. sry for the long hiatus.

2008-08-18T22:34:00.006+08:00

as i continue to search for;
i realised tt the path infront gets darker and smaller.
you walked so fast tt i cldnt catch up...

tdy marks the end of cmt 2.
and the start of many many many events
1st. tchr's day dance
c'mon sec 3s. we gt to do sth abt it
perf nx fri and what are we doing here?
i cnt believe it.

went to binge at SAKAE jst nw with reg, vanessa W and xixi
altgt, we ate more than 30 plates of stuff
and i emerged as the ultimate winner
cuz i managed to stuff dwn 1 last plate of raw salmon sushi :D
total food eaten by big fat me:
1plate of sushi ( jst rice and beancurd)
1 cha soba
1 plate of gyoza
1 plate of tempura
1 plate of potato croque
1 scallop koped frm vanessa.W :x
3 soft-shell crab crepe
2 plates of raw salmon sushi
1 udon chawan mushi
some lotus and radish chips which r super oily -.-
1bowl of miso soup
few strands of udon
few bites of the fried salmon out of the 3 plates tt vanessa W ordered
dessert
numourous cups of green tea
& so much more tt i cnt rmb what i had eaten :x hahaha!
all the binging made me feel much btr after the screwing of phy paper tdy
i gt to self-prepare for a tongue-lashing frm ban dian again.

being very random, i think mr seah is super super super busy.
hes gt investiture rehearsals and need to prioritise stuff
and dance stuff and tchrs day stuff and orange stuff
im stating all these out of boredom.
& jingkai is feeling dejected cuz of his hist marks.
cheer up guy! (:
dnt gt too frustrated abt tmr's maths

this is such a nice pic cuz jinghui is sitting bhind jinghui
and both jinghuis are doing work!
even though i dno her and she dno me :x

replies to tags:
xiongxiong: ahahah! i where gt emo :x
rachel: ahaha thx rachel!
ZYDGD: haha thx for the offer! hope to see ya soon in nhds!
huimin: beloved! thx for the encouragement xD ndp rocks!
shana: hahaha! maybe he 4gt or sth? lols!
ange: yea totally longggg post!
xixi: haha tyty :D we had a fun time binging tdy didnt we?
zijing: lol wad lol!
xuemiao: hahah thx for coming by!
ange: lols! of cuz ily luh!
shana: haha yepp surprising xD
ange: YES YES JINGLINA PACTTTTT! ahaha!
yilin: hahah yes yes yes! ok 3 pig tails!
angeline: ty so much girl (: i will persevere. all of us will jy tgt yea!

im feeling so far away frm you.
even though we have make our promises;
i think im some1 who wants things to be realistic.
time. drained. me.
pouring out here seemed ridiculous, bt maybe its the only place tt u wun notice.

2008-08-08T20:06:00.003+08:00

a small crack led to many more larger cracks;
i felt like a wall full of cracks.
this wall cld collapse anytime;

alot of stuff to post out
jst tt i didnt have the time
ytd was an unpleasant day
in fact, since term 3 starts no sch day is pleasant for me.

ok i read nich's post and i have gt alot of sentiments
1st of all. although i always suan our mr seah as a gay
i still respect him alot. ALOT.
i think hes a gd chairman.
ppl. think.
do you think tt being a chairman is easy? esp. chairman of NHDS?
his schedule is so packed plus he has gt his own studies and problems to take care of.
even if he is the chairman, do u ppl think tt he needs to be SO obliged to do so many things for dancers?
juggling btwn this leadership position and studies is very very very difficult k.
nx pt. he has to face comments- both positive and negative.
if theres any displeasure abt him. he still has to face them bravely...
and up till nw i think tt he has done a gd job in it.
does anyone have tt tolerance to be able to face all these problems?
i dnt think someone who doesnt possess any qualities will be able to do tt.
so thank you mr nicholas seah. for being our chairman.
for being someone who stands up for dance anytime anywhere.

nx issue. i despised myself for being so weak
i admit to the fact that my perseverance and determination to face all these problems is wearing out
as what i had said, juggling btwn both a leadership position and studies is super difficult
and i have always let myself gt thrown into a state of depression, finding all ways to escape all these.
im jst a mere secretary and i felt all these stress and pressure.
its gt to be even more worse for nicholas and merrien
and they had coped with things so much btr den me.
i dno what the hell happened to me.
and i dnt like this me. this weak jinghui who falls when she doesnt even attempt to overcome all the minor problems.
i need to change. people please give me some time.
i will try to change.
for the sake of dance. for the sake of all who stood by me. i wld fight bravely till the very end.
even if it meant tt i wld b hurt.

and a very big sorry to all sec 3 dancers.
i know tt all of us are trying very hard to gt things right
esp when theres some ppl whos out to make things difficult for us
bt i had actually hid bhind my exhaustness and fear
nt fighting this "war" with all of you properly.
i ought to contribute more, to make things btr out of all this situation.
let us work tgt and overcome all these problems.
jiayou people. jiayou.
i love my batch; cuz theres always each other's shoulders to lie on when we need them
the non-exco members are working very very hard too with the exco
and i felt extremely proud of them. :D

3rd issue. i wna thank so many many ppl who stood by me all along.
who gave me support and encouragement.
or ppl who made my day.
or ppl whom i had worked well with.

-REGINA! : thx so much for being with me in these 3 yrs. u noe wad. ur simply a great friend!
i wld nt know how i wld live if life is w/o you. the chat at ur hse jst nw made me very very touched. i love you girl. & i will always.

-YILIN! : i shall nt suan u tdy. as shown by my last post, u shld noe how much i love you too. you made me cry so many times goondo! jst nw at regina hse also HUH HUH. say things so touched den make me cry ): and EVERY PPL LOOK HERE OK. tehyilin has tried very hard to work with all the rules tt the exco had set. shes even trying hard to tuck in her shirt for the sake of dance. this is what we call cooperation. she rlly understands the situation. ohgod. shes so loveable for doing this! :D

-ANGELINA! : angeeeeee! i love u equally as much as teh you know! u nv fail to cheer me up. make me happy and smile when im dwn. and you are also tucking in ur shirt! u noe how much i love u and yilin for being so cooperative! u tried too! hope u enjoy ur sentosa trip nw and thx for always gtting ur dad to send me hm after ndp even though its like so late. and you are a true real friend! muacks muacks muacks muacks! <333333333

-MERRIEN! : my dear vice-chair. i respect you as much as mr seah u noe! and i have always looked up to you cuz you are like so PERFECT. you have a talent for dance and dance rlly well.
ur studies is so gd. and you obeyed to every dance rule. you lead well and i love the dance tt u cheorographed! :D dnt gt upset over what happened ytd ok! when u cry ur eyes looked as though they gt stung by bees and it doesnt look nice ok! i love merrien many many!

-NICHOLAS! : mr seah. ur a gd chairman k. see i dedicated 1 full post to you. u gt to be honoured! im sry if i always offend u for saying tt ur gay and flirt and stuff xD oops! bt i still respect you alot k! sometimes i didnt undst u real well so im still trying to know more abt ur working style. for nw, i think we still work quite well tgt luh.. jiayou in leading dance. rmb u've gt jinghui's support :D

-EVELYN! : dear dear! HODG! dnt be so stressed. i noe u very easy to gt stress de! bt rmb u have gt the whole of sec 3 k! dnt carry all the burden. theres so many other shoulders out here for you to lie on! and and! jy with 8 k! *winks* I LOVE YOU!

-LINGYUAN, LUHONG, ZIHAN,CELIA, RACHELPHAY, OLIVIA, DAPHINE, JINGER, TIANJUN, YINKAR, JIAEN, JOANNE, LILI, SHENYONG, BENEDICT, PRAWN, DOUGLAS, LINDA, ANGELINE, LEON, HUISAN, XIONG and other sec 3 dancers! : whooooo! sec 3'08 <3 im so proud of all of you cn! i wna walk to central with all of you after every dance prac!we shall all work hand in hand to make things right for dance k! and and and we will write our own history and let the legend of NHDS continue. JIAYOU!

-SEC 2 AND 1 DANCERS! : all of you are great jnrs and hope we cn all cooperate tgt! w/o all of you, NHDS is no longer NHDS. i love all of you!

-YIJIE! : thx for encouraging and helping me all along mr law! :D i noe u wun see this bt nonetheless i still wna thank you alot alot alot! cuz u always made my day (: rmb, you are forever less than 3!

-JINGKAI! : see see. im making another paragraph for u. so u gotta feel honoured too! 1 word advice: dnt gt too gay! oops :X haha! i think ur gg to kill meeeeeeeeee. anyway, sometimes chatting with u make me gt distracted frm all the work load and stuff. bet u didnt know abt this HUH! so thx too! im thanking and praising you ok! nt talking bad abt you lo xD

-XUANHAO! : haha ur few words of encouragement rlly do make a difference. thx for being so supportive! :D

haha. tt abt it. if theres any to be added i will edit again.
last bt nt least.
tmr is NDP! its our big day. NHDS's big day!
dancers rest well and lets all prepare ourselves for this upcoming war!
we gt to win ok! I BELIEVE TT ALL OF US CLD DO IT!
the whole nation will be looking at us. parents, friends, and the 20000 audience
plus foreigners watching the parade frm through the tv! so we gotta pia all the way!
DANCERS JIAYOU JIAYOU! WE CN DO IT!

this is a super long post i noe :X
replies to tags:
nich: hahah!u lao le luh!
yilin: lols! i where gt bully u lo!
kiathoon: hahah! cnt we must grow up and be more mature! xD
yk: hahah! disturbing kh is VERY fun! oops! cnt let her see this. shes gg to kill me!
xiong: haha yea lo! kick them until they are impotent. LOL!
angee: haha! u btr love me i tell u! if nt u regret ur whole life :D
yoketing: haha tyty!
yilin: haha guyifei bully u only lo! nt me! muahaha!
chantel: lols! its sth gd to announce! hahah !
ange, yk and eve dear: lols! ok see i posted such a long post nw!
yilin: haha i will hang in there for the sake of all of you xD
ZYDGD: hahaha! i updated nw :D thx for tagging too!

2008-07-29T21:56:00.003+08:00

a girl stepped into a new sch, surrounded by total strangers.
due to her quietness, she cldnt make alot of friends.
fter sometime, she gt along well with her classmates.
she was contented.

theres a period of time when she slammed herself dwn into a state of depression.
until the following yr.
she gt to know 2 great friends
who stood by her all along and pulled her along.
who shared her joy, her sorrow her everything.
who encouraged her. who gave her motivation.
their friendship story started in 2007 and i believe tt the story will never end...

sry, girl.
u know how much you and ange meant to me.
perhaps we had never gt into such a predicament before
and it was until tdy.
i realised how much i needed both of you. ALOT.
i love both of you, and i always will.

TEHYILIN AND ANGELINA GU. I HATE TO ADMIT TT I LOVE BOTH OF YOU TO BITS.

2008-07-29T18:13:00.005+08:00

on a blank piece of paper;

lies the hidden meanings.

totally disgusted by 2 perverts on the train. fk.

i swore i wld aim and kick at their testes to ensure tt they wld nt have any father's day if they dared to touch me.

fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk fk.

pardon for my use of language.

im nt gg to save all my displeasure and distress by pouring them out here.

tdy WAS SUCH A WONDERFUL DAY

its always like tt when there are meetings.

darn it.

nx was sth tt was solved, well maybe a few min ago.

oh ya. & i apologised for nt abiding and i will NEVER do it again.

nth else much.

all the anger has been too much for me to think abt happy stuff.

sry for another crappy post...

replies to tags:

celia: haha! yepp dance rawksssss!

kiathoon: ahahaha! cuz must use this chance to sabo you. if nt no chance :X haha!

ange: lols! of cuz i cn blog! i gt hands i cn type! lols! abit nt funny -.-

yinkar: haha! okok! yayyy disturb her somemore xD

shana: lols! u where gt old! haaha only older den us ABIT nia. oops! :X

nickky: yea time flies! im feeling btr nw. i think so.

evelyn: haha! i m sort of their zh nickky and sy shifu for queen of hiphop! :p and i m updating nw!

ange: haha! tt day will come soon enough xD

2008-07-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

life just whizz past us like that;

i wna treasure every single second like theres no tmr.

A BIG RELIEF.

2 tests over. like finally i can have a gd nite slp tonight (:

and i see so many tags :D

awwww... super touched too!

andandand. regina is coming bck tmr morning!

REGINA LOW. YOU GD. ABANDON ME. FOR 1 WHOLE WK.

YOU MAKE SURE. I HAVE MY PRESENTSSSSSS~

hahaha! im damn mean!

ok luh. say sth nicer xD

REGINA LOW I MISS YOU LIKE ABCDEFG CAN!

see luh i so nice still rmb to miss you lehs! :D

no ndp tmr! wheeee. finally a wk of break!

oh ya. nh recently suddenly pop out quite a few new couples!

haha. seemed as if its the romance season eh? :p

*winks winks*

ok luh. i go zzz le.. very exhausted and drained after all the pumpings and sit ups and zha1 ma3 and other stuff.

pffffftttt!

to end with a lighter note;

JINGHUI LOVES ALL OF YOU!

replies to tags:

huimin beloved: BELOVEDDDDD! yayy u tagged :D haha you jy for cmt too k! loves!

SK: i will feel uncomfortable to see 0 new posts bt i dnt have the time lo... nw i shall use all the time i have to post post! haha~!

yuwen: yepp! im janice's classmate in gwps and i noe lynette! u same class as her ah?

siying: hahaha! thx so much dear (: you too! jy in netball !

fongting: yepp we kept meeting in sch! ty!

chantel: ahahah! im jst bside ur class lehs! bt nvm i noe u missed me! xD

liling: DARLING! i love you tooooooooooo!

ange: haha ok! i wun over-do myself de! lols! enjoy tmr's china gang trip k! ^^

2008-07-24T23:03:00.002+08:00

ppl say gd luck to me for tmr's ss and hist testsssss!
btw. ss is nt revised YET.
so goodbye my beauty sleep ):

well. NOW JINGHUI'S GOAL IS TO BE OPTIMISTIC TO BE ABLE TO FACE ALL THE CHALLENGES TT COME AHEAD.
which includes cmt 2 and coping with both exco meetings and hw. (:

ok im off. to. study.
i officially declare tt im gg to try my very best to convert myself into someone who can consistently study and nt slack.
AWWWWW. im touched by myself. :x

reply to karine: yea! i have been dead for so long so im revived again! xD

2008-07-24T00:13:00.007+08:00

my pen exploded.

theres too much to be written.

time check: 12.26am

so tdy was totally a hectic day.

rched hm ard 8+

and i jst fell aslp on the bed until 12 am jst nw ):

so theres still ss nt revised AT ALL and alittle more of hist

besdies tt. theres still some other nonsense frm some crappy ppl HUH.

tt can happen 2 yrs ago and ur still happily harping on it.

freak. im totally pissed! D:

nth much more; jst pics frm ne shows and celebrating jiaen and my bdae (:

yilin, ange, yinkar, jiaying, regina, jiaen and me (:

see the big big balloons? it's ange's beautiful artwork! :D

nhds exco 2008/9. may us bring dance to greater heights.

shi1fu4 and tu2di4 (: merrien's nich shifu, jinghui's shenyong shifu and evelyn's zihan.

301 dancerssssss! ok. theres only 3 of us! ahhaha!

sec 3 dancers 2008 (: i love ALL OF YOU to bitssss!

replies to kh and sy's tags on their blogs :D

2008-07-22T23:09:00.002+08:00

gt a sudden urge to ramble again.

somehow i missed my sec 1 and 2 years
somehow i do nt want to be caught in this hectic life
somehow i do not want to be a sec 3
somehow i hate to be in such a mugger class
somehow i missed 108 and 208 more than ever
somehow i missed the noise and chatterings even when a tchr is ard
somehow.

in the past there used to be a place where i cld forget all my worries and sorrows
bt for nw, im even afraid to step into it.
with all the conflicts and stuff, it became a battlefield.
the war hasnt ended. and other members and me had to continue fighting it.

im so drifted apart frm my previous life, friends and stuff.
what is left of me now is jst to study
to ensure that i do nt top the class frm the bottom.
totally saddening. what the hell has i become of?
FREAK. argh.

2008-07-21T22:30:00.003+08:00

more than 1 and a half mth i hvnt been posting.
during this period of time things were changing rapidly tt i cld nt catch up.

1st, on a lighter note. during this 1 and a half mth i turned 15 :D
i wld like to thank these ppl for their wishes.

(according to time)
-nicholas
-yangyee
-ding ding
-minjie
-regina
-vanessa partner
-sokhian
-cora stead
-chantel dear
-liangyuan
-liling darling
-yiluan nuer
-huimin beloved
-kiathoon
-lihuan
-ferny
-vanessa lim
-felicia love
-wenhui
-hancong
-daphine
-siewkiang
-james ng
-yilin
-charissa

and of cuz for the fabulous presents too!
-vanessa partner and regina for the beautiful necklace and ring frm f21
-yilin ange jiaen yinkar regina for the basketball and surprise bdae celebration
-merrien for the belt
-dingding for another belt (haha! i guess they've gt telepathy)
-liling and minjie for the doraemon and voodoo doll
-linda and angeline for the penguin
-sokhian and yeeting for the necklace frm minibits
-chantel for the earrings
-nicholas for the necklace
-yijie for the soft toys

thx to those who wished me along the way (:
i had a great bdae!

2ndly, theres ange bdae too!
we celebrated at je's hse (:
and of cuz a bball match after tt!
next up was bbt autograph session!
they r totally hot! whoooo~
and uh. oh jiaen's bdae too! haha (:
sec 3 west malaysia camp. it was fun! even though i gt carsick every nw and then ):
erms. 3 NE shows and a few more left b4 ndp!
im so gonna miss ndp!
most impt thing, dance elections and exco is out.
exco, we gt to work harder to gt things right!

after all the happy things are done with
there comes the dark part.
stress is too much of a thing to handle; with all the hw and tests and ndp pracs and exco meetings
im struggling with all my might to keep a balance.
for nw, its jst tests and tests and common tests is jst right after ndp
bt i didnt have the motivation to study.
for goodness sake some ppl come and slap pinch box punch me so tt i can stop dreaming and wake up!
argh. i wldnt want to go to sch at all.
and dance felt like a battlefield. im tired amidst the war.

reply to all tags: ok nw im bck blogging pls cont to tag more! hahaha!

*happy 4 mths dear! <3>

2008-06-09T23:54:00.002+08:00

this is gg to be a wordy and a long post.

NHDS.NHDS.NHDS.

it is nt our cca. it is part of our life, our passion, our committments.
ytd was a sentimental night.
that 100 brotherhood and sisterhood pumps.
the way how jianhao insisted to finish tt 100 pumps with us.
the overwhelming feelings that we sec 3s felt.

perhaps sec 3s are not doing a very gd job in handling dance at present.
bt. we. are. trying. our. very. best.
like what xiong had posted in sec 3 dance blog, it was indeed infuriating when we are trying to bring bck what dance had been years ago
and theres ppl who are laughing. mocking at our incompetence.
the tears we shed. and those laughter and smiles plastered on ur faces.
ALL IN 1 JIHE.
we feel the pain, bt it was somehow saddening that we only realised what lay infront of us when we rch sec 3.

sec 3s may seem disorganised nw. bt i think we cld all gt tgt and work tgt to bring dance overcome all the obstacles we faced.
it hurts.
when we say "TAKE CARE OF UR PROPS." or "SHOUT! AND HOLD UR PROPS PROPERLY"
but in the end.
what we've got bck was ppl putting their props aside, leaving them unattended the moment theres water break.
ppl still holding their prop any-o-how jst before we step out of the gates.
ppl jst waiting for sec3s to shout during the rehearsals.
ppl who jst ignore us.
ppl ppl ppl...

we've been through ndp 2006 and syf.
and we know what it takes to be qualified for syf.
we rlly dnt want dance to crumble in our hands.
the long history of dance. the legacy of dance.
to be destroyed in our hands...
nhds has fallen into the pit for long enough
its time to wake up and climb out from that deep black hole.

SEC 3S! lets all jiayou and get things right.
we shall write our own legacy and leave nx yr without any regrets.
AND TO ALL NH DANCERS. we can pull dance tgt by working hand in hand.
please.please.please. we cld nt stay in a slumber anymore
last bt nt least. I LOVE EVERY SINGLE OF YOU IN NH DANCE.

and. a hug to merrien, evelyn, yilin, angelina, rachel lee, pearlynn and all who held me in their arms when i had lose control of my tears.

2008-06-02T22:51:00.006+08:00

our footprints made;

were to be etched in those old thin pages.

nah. nt gg to start the post with "quite some time didnt post"

haha!

last thurs was jst bio workshop

I WLD NEVER GO TO THAT SUNGEI BULOH PLACE AGAIN!

it's full of creepy crawlies that i cldnt stand. pfft!

however the drawing of water frm the river was fun.

jst tt some damn guys were all acting childish splashing the water here and there.

instructors were boring.

bt at least vanessa partner, regina, xixi and me had a gd laugh over the game.

after workshop was basketball time with yinkar, jiaen, yilin, ange, xianlin, evia, dennis and yujian

evia went off after awhile and yujian and dennis joined (:

had a great time despite all the sweat :D

BBALL is loved!

*hints: any1 kind enough to buy me a gd bball? :p*

chiong-ed to tuition and some old aunty pissed me off.

fri was dance prac. whooo!

long long prac frm 9am to 5pm was always loved!

NDP, dance marathon of mass dance and queen of hiphop!

slept and messaged!

&&&. tching KING OF HOP to dance queen of hiphop is well, a tough job.

rush to tuition after dance prac (:

sat was lib time with regina and yilin.

did nth much. only 2 eng bk reviews and 1 sheng huo sui bi..

and borrowed 6 books. IMM-ed and home!

NDP on sun. went sumo to eat until wna pukeee! too full D:

rush to sch thinking we late for jihe.

in the end still gt time to play bball with nich, solo, douglas and jianhao

5 against 4. bt they only won us alittle! :D

even though nidda run alot bt i jst love ndp prac!

rched hm at 10pm! cool rite!

tdy rched sch ard 11+

turned out bballers still having their prac so we cnt use the courts

went to play for a few min in the court as there were JUST TOO MANY TALL GUYS dwn there sharing the court and we always gt hit by the ball!

out to the bball court in the HDB estates.

rushed bck ard 1255 and see ppl leaving. ok. him leaving.

a quick bye and rush for chi...

went nus hostel after chi. zhou xuan took us ard! (:

played billard in the games room! angee yilin zhou xuan and i kept on laughing like crazy!

ate at sumo with angee and home!

ok.1 random note. SG football team gt to go reflect. the goalkeeper esp.

fancy gtting thrashed 3-7 by other country in our very own national stadium -.-

andand. things recently were gtting way out of hand.

bt. haiya! SHALL TRY NOT TO CARE (:

replies to tags:

partner: i had fun too! hope u had an enjoyable bdae this yr! (:

yeeting: lols nvm luh! i sometimes also will oversleep! haha! gd tt we all had funn! :D

wenhui: LOL?

felicia: hello! :D which felicia r u? haha!

xuemiao: ahaha! we all know who im talking abt! *blinks blinks*

siying: SIYINGGGGG! HAHA I MISS YOU TOO! (: yea. shes such a freak. haha!

yinkar: yoyo! finally updated!

angee: whooosssshhhh!

yiyang: haha! u chill too! ur tag replied at ur blog!

yinkar: yea! SOMETHING! ROCKS BIG TIME AND BBALL ROCKS BIG TIME TOO!

jiaen: yoyo! haha ! yea its always fun when it comes to bball! haha ok thx for the link! :D

2008-05-27T22:12:00.002+08:00

i had been trying my very best to read what is on ur mind;

bt nth seemed to work.

ytd went to orchard to celebrate partner's bday! :D

it's kinda fun cuz we can simply roadblock by standing in 1 line

andandand.

i m nt late ytd! so i met regina and sokhian the moment i rched orchard

den merrien and jam.

waited for yeeting while xixi ding and vanessa came to meet us too

lunch-ed at food junction in wisma. had a hard time getting seats for nine.

ding presented vanessa's present! (:

pretty pretty presents! haha

so started to shop. we went aldo and tried to fit into those freakingggg HIGH heels

stopped at forever 21 and topshop

ding and merrien tried on dresses and stuff

next stop was fareast plaza...

i bought a boyfriend shirt there and ding bought stuff too

sokhian gt herself a pair of flip flops

so walk until our legs cldnt stand it anymore

chilled for 5 min in long john

and off to zara!

i love zara clothes... bt the prices are certainly nt teenagers-affordable.

tried on a pair of hot pink heels and i managed to walk ard (:

great accomplishment!

vanessa, ding and xixi tried on clothes and we were all dead tired :p

bought a cup of mocha at starbucks b4 gg to the next stop!

hereens nx! went to flash and splash to see regina's bag

bt in the end. she decided tt its nt rlly tt nice so she didnt buy

vanessa and xixi insisted that theres a neoprint shop there bt found out tt it had closed

took neos in cineleisure!

al of us were so squeezed up in the machine! ahaha

others went hm while ding vanessa jam regina and me went subway to eat

cldnt finish :p and homed! cuz my parents were simply gg to kill me if im any ltr.

tdy woke up abit late and chiong-ed to meet angee

ok. shes ltr den me! haha!

rched sch and found yk je and joey playing at the courts le

so joined them in the game.

yilin was then finally released frm her class and we jst slacked ard and played ard.

SOMETHING! was so into basketball nowadays

bt my shooting cant be any btr -.-

left sch ard 1120 and off to jec to meet karen and teck soon

so ate lunch and discussed the remaining details in the lib

so dingyi and celia :D

gathered at the jtc building and waited for the bus

slept on the journey to sembcorps

the moment we rched, all of us were aghasted by the PUNGENT smell

ok fine. i jst cldnt stand the smell ):

bt gt to know how they processed the waste

after tt was singapore's mint.

nice coins they've gt there and angee was saying tt she will gt to mint her face on coins when she became the president nx time

dismissed ard 5.30pm and homed!

replies to tags:

yilin: haha tyty!

jiaen: lols jyjy too!

yk: haha! ok! tdy was fun!

angee: haha! you keep it up too! we can collaborate and write a bk (:

yk: yepp! bad jiu bad lo. dnt care :p

2008-05-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

All characters and events on this publication, other than those clearly in the public domain, are the author's imagination and are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental

in these 3 years of sch life, jinghui felt that shes so very blessed to have known an utterly BEAUTIFUL GIRL.
a BEAUTY who does not reflect on what she does, a PRETTAYE who does not know how very stupid she is all along, a WONDERFUL girl who does not contemplates the well-being of others.

she got herself a WELL-KNOWN REPUTATION for being POPULAR WITH GUYS by pouncing on them so desperately
jinghui cant imagine how she did that. she could actually write a book tittled: 101 WAYS ON HOW TO POUNCE ON GUYS DESPERATELY (: i bet it's rlly gg to be a HIT in the bookstores

perhaps, it's her BEAUTY that attracted so much attention that ppl are gtting jealous.
when shes sec 3, she gt herself a sec 1 guy and every1 was so excited abt it. ALL OF US WERE HAPPY FOR HER YOU SEE.
however, more ppl are jealous and word goes around saying that shes a bitch who just desperately want any guy.
HOW WRONG IT IS. jinghui PITY her.

story to be continued. when the author sees the future plot.

we all knew that the world is full of rules.
countries have rules, schools have rules and even CCAs have rules
what are those rules for? probably some rebellious freak out there is gg to say
rules are there for us to break.
ok. i agree that sometimes rules are too hard on us and we actually need to go against them so that we've gt a btr life
however, ppl need to know the consequences of breaking each and every rule

NHDS is a CCA with rulesssssssss.
but i doubt that any of us, dancers dislike this dance grp
in fact, we LOVE it. we want to protect it, to hold on to it, just like our other seniors did
but. some ppl just cant see how SHE is doing harm to the dance society.
by carrying out certain childish acts and insisting on the way she wants it to be
GET A LIFE GIRL.
the world does not revolve around you. the whole world does not stop because of you.
stop being so self-centred and stop preaching narcissism
no one is gg to pay any pathetic attention to you.

to ppl who claimed that they are her friends and backed her up,
i did not see any wrong in you backing your FRIEND up
but. do not pour words out as if they were from the bible or sth.
like we've gt to do what they state.
before telling any others to cleanse their soul, i think you all need to ask ur FRIEND to cleanse hers 1st.
and btr bring her to the doctor. she may need an operation to check out whats wrong with her mind. thank you very much (:

2008-05-25T20:27:00.002+08:00

im afraid.
the higher i go, the deeper i fall.

1 wk nv post.

mon, 19/5
went jia en hse with yk yilin and angee to do the environmental project!
so yilin and angee did the blog and after everything we went to play bball! (:
was running ard the court barefooted and after 20 min, i've gt 2 blisters :(
so every1, do visit our blog!
btw, our grp name is SOMETHING!
cool right! haha :D
do a part for our environment by recycling!
it wont hurt you by throwing the correct items into recycling bins! haha
SOMETHING!

tues, 20/5
went ikea after sch to look for the bin
it's a futile trip as the bins were like THAT small. haha
so jst walked ard and brainstormed ideas
ate subway and the hotdog bun there.
full until wna puke :0

thurs, 22/5
met karen and gavin after sch
den we went lib to discuss
so we've gt the proposal template and idea out :D
*claps claps*
den went to collect bottles and washed them
ppl are staring at us like some rubbish collectors
bt, who cares? haha! stacked the boxes of bottles in jiaen's car
and her dad drove us to yew tee mrt
angee gt carsick while i jst slept like a pig. lol!

fri, 23/5
angee and yk had ptc so they went to sch early
jiaen went with yk too.
so i met yilin at clementi and off to sch
dnt want to stay in 306 cuz blim was there
returned to 301 and saw ding, merrien and xixi painting class noticeboard
helped abit. ABIT i mean
down to canteen and had lunch with SOMETHING! and played bball
dance ndp and basically laoshi was pai-ing formation
after dance was cursing and swearing at some very nice girl (which i will elaborate ltr) with yilin, angee, evelyn
went lib with yilin after that, borrowed books, kobayashi, home and tuition!

sat, 24/5
ndp prac at bedok camp (:
was under the scorching sun. bt very long nv prac liddat le
BOOHOOHOO. I MISS NDP 06
had chicken wings and garlic bread in pizzahut boxes. haha!
cheat feelings! i thought rlly gt pizza lo!
bck to sch and sec 4 exco ji he-d us
changed and played bball with yangyang, wenxuan, lihuan, deborah and evia
evia went off. bt yilin angee and me still won! woots!
stoned at cck kfc with yilin and homed (:

sun, 26/5
woke up late and was alittle late when i rched jiaen's hse
washed the bottles and and peeled those stickers
moved to the ktv room and start work
ok we did slacked ard
and played and shouted and create a mess
the bin was nt a success cuz in the end, it was totally wrecked when we tried to carry it bck to jiaen's hse
haha! nvm, SOMETHING! shall come out with something to salvage the situation
anyway, jiaen's dad is a gd cook! nice beehoon :D

since its 1241am on my clock, it marked that its vanessa's bday!
HAPPY BDAE VANESSA WONG PARTNER!
see see i stayed up to wish u ok! (:
ltr gg to meet vanessa, ding, merrien, regina, xixi, jam, sokhian and yeeting at orchard ard 1130pm
haha! looking forward to it! :D

replies to tags:
jeanice: haha tyty! its the hols ard. bt cya ard sch too!
angee: lols! okok i shut :x
yeeting: and nw ur bck frm malaysia! cya tmr (:
angee: haha okok!
yinkar: yoyo! thanks for tagging
jiaen: haha! thx for tagging too! btr come tag more!
wenhui: lols omg wad?
karine: hi :D
dap: haha! hihi! thx for tagging! :D

2008-05-18T23:35:00.002+08:00

you gave me your heart and i gave you mine (:

thanks for standing by my side all along.

okok. 2 or 3 days didnt post :x

thurs and fri were horrendous days, esp. fri

results were shittyyyyyy ):

fine. thats all. im nt gg to touch on the result topic

before another awkward moment sparks off btwn some of us

dance on fri. NDPPPPPP :D

AB 56! thats my 1st position (:

and watched tongue splitting video during tuition. COOOOOOOLLLL

even though its disgusting.

sat sat. went to science centre for the enviromental competition briefing

quite cool eh! its nt boring at all (:

WHOOHOO! SAVE THE EARTH! and we've gt 2 mentors attached to us

karen and gavin. cool ppl!

after the briefing session we went ard sci centre gawking at the amazing stuff there

cuz we were given free admission

and went to sit the stimulator. very very dizzy

nt as exciting as the roller coaster one! ):

went subway at imm with angee and yilin.

eat until stomach explode! hahaha!

went to buy the book new moon by stephenie meyer

and im so addicted to that bk nw! i swore to buy the whole twilight series!

now i know why ppl gt so ooh ahh over edward cullens! haha

im in love with him too! :D maybe jacob too!

looking forward to tmr. although its totally a project day

gt to meet regina vanessa xixi and yeeting at jec mac to finish the last touches of eng project in the morning

den gt to chiong to yew tee and meet angee yilin and yk to go jiaen's hse to do the environment project

and we shall play basketball at the court in jiaen's condo :D

whoohoo! ok. i will blog tmr after a whole day of activity (:

replies to tags:

yinkar: c'mon! flood all you want (:

chantel: hey! i miss ya too! haha :D

jiaen: yoyo! cya tmr! and you can take turn with yk to flood my tagboard. only your floods are accepted! haha :)

2008-05-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

so near yet so far.
a solitary figure stood; unclear of where he was supposed to head to.
i walked and walked, but whenever i stop;
all i saw was blank.

gt bck eng paper 1, emaths, bio, hist and chem papers tdy
quite satisfied with my bio
others can go and die 0: haha jkjk.
bt im happy that i scraped through a pass for hist.
LIKE JUST BORDER PASS, BUT IT'S STILL A PASS.

it hurts when ppl threw their scripts on their table
exclaiming abt how lousy they gt when it is a B3 or even an A2
bt well. cldnt expect much in consideration of the class that im in.
results werent everything. yes i shall believe in that
even if it is so, i will still jiayou nx time!

dance prac tmr again! :D
bt theres phy and ss paper. gahh ):
*prays fervently*
ok. im seriously dead tired from all these and tuition
drains off all my energy. bye ppl!

replies to tags:
teng: teng teng! banana leaf :D haha! yayy. tag me 1st! cuz angee bullies me! ): haha! i wna c u again!
angee: ahaha! no emo luh. just a tinge of disappointment bt its ok! haha! ur optimistic? ur more like crazy! oops :X
ferny: FERNYYYY! haha! yayy u tagged! oic.. nvm. u coming tmr ?? haha! npnp. dnt nid touched! i just wanted to say that juniors will help if u all needy any!
yinkar: haha no prob! lols! yea. lets jiayou jiayou! we cn do btr nx time! *tries to convince myself to believe in what i had just said* haha!

2008-05-14T22:09:00.002+08:00

life ahead is foggy; i could not see my footsteps

will the clouds go away someday?

i want to cross the bridge to the other side.

ok. aint nt gg to post anything very optimistic

i realised. how realistic the world is.

gt bck only amaths paper tdy.

nt idealistic enough, bt well. i did improve, alittle tweeny weeny bit

be contented, jinghui.

i can predict whats gg to happen tmr.

im gg to fail hist paper. mrs sim said tt theres 2 failures for hist

and both are girls. im pretty sure 1 of them is me..

unless theres miracle?? probably nt.

yinkar said "you reap what you sow" aint always true.

and yes i agree. ok fine. maybe i didnt reap enough. bt she did?

lets nt give up yinkar! jiayou girl!

dear, dont be sad. it's ok. jiayou for the next time.

and u aint an idiot. stop saying that of yourself!

rmb, u've gt me by ur side. <3

the school; is a cruel ground.

replies to tags:

kiathoon: haha! yea.. there were so many nanhuarians ytd! bet every1 wanted to enjoy their last bit of happiness before gtting results. haha! and yes. heerens shall motivate me to do btr!

cora: haha i will do maybe during weekends? haha! thanks for tagging me! <3>

jiaen: yepps! dead tired. lols! jiayou too!

yinkar: yoyo ! see.i've dedicated lines for you lehs! be honoured girl (: jiayou k! dnt give up! i know u wont.

jeanice: haha! thanks! lols. results sucks><>

2008-05-13T21:22:00.002+08:00

by the big grass patch; i heard your meledious voice.
the guitar is such a wonderful instrument, really.

woohoo! new dieting method: SHOPPING

seriously it was so damn shiok tdy.
walked frm 1 end of orchard to another end
bt also. 1 big hole in my wallet after the walk :x
ok. gt to do an apology 1st.
SORRY REGINA! FOR LETTING YOU WAIT FOR ME FOR HALF AN HR!
haha (: i was too engrossed in watching shows when i realised im like VERYYYY late!

went fareast. walked ard the basement. nth much...
regina went to try on a full piece dress/top and she looked total shu2 nu3 !
subway is niceeeeee. bt exxxxxxxx!
spent ard an hr + in there.
stepped out bloated and saw yanger and friends :D
shopped around heerens and bought a new pencil case at flash and splash (:
we were oogling at all the prettayeeeee stuff there.
i swore to go there again and buy all the limited editions when i chu1 ren2 tou2 di4 one day.
cineleisure after that. nth much too

went takashimaya. woots! shopped shopped and still, shopped.
my toes are killing me by then.
went bck to fareast to gt my cap. love lips enterprise!
i cnt seem to resist buying 1 cap whenever i stepped into that shop :x
andandand. i cnt seem to find the shop which xiaozhu invested in fareast, sry jiaen!
so fast and its 7. so in consideration that theres sch tmr, regina and i went home.
c, so guai rite! jinghui lehs! what you expect! --quoted from angelinaGU

sch sch sch. i dread gg bck! gahhhhhhh ):
gt to accept those ugly results, learn new stuff to fail more and more hw.
pfftttttttt! but as a consolation, theres ndp prac and dance pracs.
nw im looking forward to hols.
while a few days bck im looking forward for mye to end. haha!

replies to tags:
angee: yayys! u made me jealous abt east coast and i made u jealous abt marina square! nw we are quits ! haha. AND SUAN ME U'LL GT IT. hohoho!
yilin: you too! you and angee are meanies!
yinkar: woah so early! lols. thanks! do come and tag often ! haha!
angee: yea luh i crying. lols! cya tmr! (:
jeanice: hihi! haha (: sure tag you :D lols! inspirational?? if im inspirational den tt will be gd! haha

2008-05-12T21:52:00.003+08:00

under the summer skies, we walked through bliss.

okok. mother's day ytd and i 4gt to wish all mothers a happy mother's day!

so im pretty please with myself for what i had given my mum

and shes happy too!

nidda thank kh for giving me the idea,

and her mother's day prezzie was fantastic!

so on sat i sacrificed my east coast park trip to do the gift for my mum.

oh well..

angee yilin and regina btr stop suaning me and make me jealous with the pics tt you had taken

say tt im a gd and fillial daughter!

unlike someeeeeee ppl! haha!

tdy met vanessa partner, regina, xixi and yeeting to do the eng project

total sian-ness... so just took some snaps ard bugis

went seafood harvest which is a franchise of jack's place to have our lunch

it was a total crack when vanessa burst out into laughter with all her food dropping out of her mouth

splitted as vanessa went to meet xianlin

yeeting and xixi went hm

so regina and me went shoppinggggggg :D

marina square makes my legs break!

bought a jumper at S&K, regina's gt 1 too!

proceeded to suntec and just idled ard.

homed while regina gt to go tuition. poor thing! ):

looking forward to tmr's shopping trip though im seriously broke!

ANDANDAND.

i swear to marry whichever guy who will make me a perfect bear at the build-a-bear workshop!

but. MUST BE PERFECT ok.

the bears are like so damn cuteeeeeee! 0:

ok. thats random. haha!

replies to tags:

peixuan: PEIXUANNNN! oh yes yes! jinghui's honoured! and she loves you too!!!! <3333>

yiluan: nuer! nah. its ok abt the hp thing (: i love ya and muacks! dnt quarrel with my son-in-law k!

yinkar: yo mak! (: thx for tagging (:

angee: yoyo! haha psps. ytd was down... haha! sure. headup and i looked at YOU!

cora: stead! <3>

2008-05-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

it look as though i cant live a second without you.

2008-05-11T18:54:00.002+08:00

deeper and deeper i fell.
go away, leave me alone for now.

a sudden wave of fear gripped me
those that i could not endure

i stared at the blank
and it stared back at me.

the world is so colourful
but too many colours complicates

my picturesque life.
lacked of.
something i do not know.

2008-05-09T23:23:00.003+08:00

FINALLY ITS OVER.

i think im gonna screw it up all; but.its ok.
its over and nth can be done so take it easy, jinghui.
ytd after last paper nv felt so relieved before.
so went to regina's hse with angee and yilin is still having her geog paper!
used the laptop and looked ard in regina's bedroom
went bck to sch and took measurements for ndp costume :D
mrt-ed to vivo. watched ironman (:
tt show is superrrrrrr niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! and super coooooool too!
bt at some parts yilin is so scared cuz theres lots of guns and bombs !
b4 movie went to food junction to eat. the things there cost me a bomb!
after movie was phototaking session!
vivo is nice for zilian-ing! chionged to tuition and fell aslp during tuition class :x

tdy. woke up at 1030 when in supposed to meet kh at 1030!
so jumped out of bed. and chiong chiong chiong!
met the others and off to outram park.
yanger's mum came and fetch!
had steamboat and watched deathnote at ye's hse...
I JUST SIMPLY LOVE HER ROOM!
and her bed is so comfortable i jst wanted to slp when lying on it!
went lot 1 after tt and to tuition. lols!
tmr is gg to be a slacking day.

replies to tags: fongting: yepp! finally revived my blog :X
yilin and angee: haha! yesyes. five waved !
shana: haha thanks!
wenhui: ??
yilin and angee: haha! mye is over! like finally!
yinkar: yoyo!
vanessa: haha! no thanks no thanks!
jiaen: yepp go crazyyyyyy! :D
yeeting: yep its over over over! no matter the results 1st. haha!
huimin: beloveddd! haha! so bad. likes to disiao me! haha!

toilet! and speaking of toilet, angee went into the guys toilet ! haha!

see how much i love regina :D

purple orange purple black?

editted by yilin (:

i felt a sudden sense of insecure;
oh boy. im rlly. rlly. gonna. be. so. dead.
it isnt meant to be that deep.

2008-04-27T21:42:00.003+08:00

i dnt know why i cldnt upload pics tdy but nvm.
my purpose of blogging tdy is to "pen" down my thoughts abt the speech day performance even though im nt there myself.
i heard abt what had happened that day.
actually didnt know anything until fri night.
when 1 of my classmate in itmc smsed me and somehow told me abt the "conflict" going on
so i actually read some of my seniors' blogs and other stuff...

personally i wanted to dedicate these words to all my dear sec 4 seniors, esp ferny wenxuan yangyang lihuan and friends.
although it wasnt a perfect performance, you all did a good job in persisting to the end.
maybe i dnt rlly feel how much it hurts all of you during the performance
cheerup seniors! we will help all of you in completing ur last dance.
A PERFECT LAST DANCE...
all ur juniors here will be there to support all of you! :D
I LOVE ALL OF YOU, SEC 4S! <3

and regarding the matter abt itmc, i think that they are not on purpose.
cuz mr ng was there?? i dno. but theres no use crying over spilt milk.
so all we can do is to try and earn another chance for the performance again (:
jiayou, NHDS!

to end on a random note, its paper 1 tmr and i didnt prepare for it :D
gd luck to me!

2008-04-26T12:52:00.002+08:00

tell me what to do boy, cuz im loving u more and more.

mon. is. paper1.
can time just stop here...
nt in studying mode.
still terribly sick. and terribly slack.

anyway, ANGELINA fufilled her promise by posting so...
cldnt gt yilin to tell seven. haha!
andandand. ytd was in ange's class in the morning and talking to i dno who
when angee chionged to me and say
OMGOSH! JINGHUI! five and seven know each other! they were talking and walking tgt!
after that was a series of laughter.
im sry yilin. ur being outcasted at that moment :x
oh ya! and five waved to meeeeeeeeeeee :D

was praying fervently for sch to end cuz i was too siannnn.
after sch went lib with yilin bt ended up slping under the nice and quiet environment
so theres did nt complete any thing :x
yilin's a gd gal. she did alot of stuff! felt proud for her!
after that we went eating at jec and home.
tuition was boring, as always. and i'd been coughing madly...

gt to go do work le. sian-ness. bt for the sake of mid-years. pffttttt

2008-04-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

i am a wandering soul;
struggling hard to stay afloat
in the midst of the dark waters engulfing me

i dno how long i can stay this way.
i felt like i could collapse anytime anywhere.
terribly sick this yr. the flu just LOVES me alot.
was coughing and coughing as though i cld cough my guts out -.-

SICK AND TIRED.

i havnt start mid year revision
mid years are simply driving me nutssssssss!
yesyes. i officially declared that this post is just for pure ranting purposes.

2008-04-23T21:19:00.002+08:00

nt in the mood of mugging the moment i rch hm
too tired to do anything... hai ):
anyway, tdy that zao an ni hao thingy. quite cool luh huh.
seeing all the "behind-the-scenes" of how the media works for a programme
hahahahaHAHAHAHA.
i dno whats gone into my mind nw. too crazy D:
mayb over-exhaustion will lead me to zi-highing!
mayb nt. OH WELL...

suddenly gt the feeling to go bck to blogging again
perhaps cuz i feel crappy thats why im pouring all the crap here :D
was looking foward to end of sch. wanted to go lib to study bt dap rched there before yilin and me and she said that theres no seats at all..
so we went to kfc. and spent time doing hw there!
i still gt a long way to go b4 clearing all my hw...
yilin and daphine has gt chem retest tmr. JIAYOU GIRLS!
andandandandand. tmr theres 2.4km test. butbut. im. sickkkkkkkkk!RARRRRRRR
suayyyyy meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

301's class photo during sprots day! <3

replies to tags:
SK: haha! hopws presentation tdy?? :D
james: ah hao ah hao! haha! mugggggggg (:
yeeting: haha! bt dnt u think SSP marks too weirdly? like -.-
felicia: thanks loveee! <3
ferny: fernyyyyyy! <3 yea, soon it'll be ur Os and and and. dnt wan to continue after that! i miss u all! ):
cora: stead! u jiayou too! haha <3

2008-04-22T18:51:00.002+08:00

hihi. i shall grab a few min and blogged
jst rched hm ard 15 min ago
feel very tired nw, oh well...
went to a few locations ard clementi to pei siewkiang yilin and daphine to take pics for their eng project
haha stuffed the all the botak jones food inside my stomach
okok i know im just enlarging the fat cells in my body
but. i just hope to burn all these fats away another time
although its tough; cuz according to bio, fats will be the last to be used up only after carbo and proteins are used

anyway, jst another typical complain
mid-year exams just stuck its butt into my face. (ok lan description to show how near they are)
and i havent even revised. *claps claps*
and stupid SSP. my eng gt 53 for CA1. LIKE WTH
nv NV NV nv in my life i gt such low marks for eng.
even though my eng is lan. ok fineeee.. im contradicting myself

i hope hope hope mid-years will go away fast fast fast!
its stressing me too badly. awwwww ):
even though im used to dian di-ing the class. woohooo ~
ohya! and tmr's stupid recording for zao an ni hao.
stupidddd! wna us to rch so earlyyyyyy. as if theres any use
there only 4 frm the class who are selected to represent talking and the rest of us are just stoning dwn there
be student audience. to act as THOUGH THERES A OVERWHELMING RESPONSE
haha. c'mon. like who cares abt zao an ni hao which is supposed to be some show for oldddd people HUH.
guessed i'd been complaining too much :x
fine. i shall stop. haha! gdbyeeeeeeeeeeee :D

replies to tags:
cora: hi stead! <3
karine: haha ok! linked :D thanks thanks!
chantel: haha! tyty :D
yeeting: lols! yea stupid mid-yrs. u jy too ^^ haha and i removed the link 0.0
biqi: yea! irritaing. thats the word. haha! jiayou for midyrs!
yangyee: lols! yea like 146828648658 years after:x
yilin: haha thanks! lols. hope angee is nt angry with us :x
kiathoon: haha! i muddle-head! lols. thanls for taking the time to search :D
kuanlian: linked :D haha. guess i gave u the same link as wad i gave kh! haha :x
vanessaWONG: yes yes my partner ur loved!
ferny: i missed u all too! ): must come bck often kaysssssss.... i wna listen to ni de leng xiao hua!
xuemiao: haha thanks girl!
SK: lols! i nearly explode. i think that singaporeans are wayyyyyy too kiasu. squeeze squeezeeeeeeeee!
lingyuan: haha! of cuz ur still loved! <3

2008-04-20T15:00:00.002+08:00

its such a long time that i blogged.and revived this blog.

basically, i dnt know why my sentences will be so far apart just bcuz i uploaded a pic,

bt oh well. just bear with it ppl until i figured out whats the problem.

anyway, sports day was over and mid-yrs is arriving without announcing its arrival

freako. i HATE all tests. and i has gt 1 whole long list of undone hw and stuff like that

getting the blues cuz tmr is sch day AGAIN.

uh well, i shall blog ltr after my tuition.

bye peeps!

2008-03-02T21:08:00.003+08:00

yoyo!
its been 123239768475937492 years since i've blogged! lol (:
was quite in a gd mood hence suddenly thought of my blog !
nt looking 4ward to gg to sch tmr & kena gl by some gl physics tchr
suan le.

ok. fri was roadrun and i was pleased with my running result
even though i could have done better if i sprinted earlier
bt oh well. at least i did improved!
& 301 owned! <3
congrats to following ppl:

rachel (sec 2): 5th
jeslyn (sec 2) : 6th

yanzhe (301! woots): 1st position!!!!
daphine (304): 2nd position
linda (309) : 3rd position
meme! (301! ): 4th position
songru (307): 5th position
biqi! (301 again! lalala): 6th position
sok hian!(301!) :8th position
regina! (301!) :11th position
yilin! (304):16th position
merrien! (301!): 20th position

yijie (306) : 1st position
jianjie (301!): 3rd position
liyu (301!): 11th/12th (i 4gt)
nicholas (301!): 16th position

told ya 301 owned! OOPS! hahah! so after running went to change into our nice class tee and pinic time!
301 did well in mass games! woots!
ok. so after dismissed went to vivo with regina and jiaen.
rched and bought tickets for leap yr with angee yilin dingyi evia xianlin and xinyi
we were like owning the 1st row and xianlin and angee comfortably settled themselves dwn on the floor
the movie was nice, very nice quotes and quite romantic. in a particular way.
pictures time after movie.
vivo was a nice place to zilian! xD
went hm and off to tuition!

2008-01-12T14:24:00.000+08:00

i finally updated after a mth or so.
sry to those who did come to my blog even it is dead. :x
the whole hol was a slacking period for me.

sch had started and for the 1st time in my whole life
i actually felt stress on the after the 2nd day of sch.
sec 3 is so stressful and busy and tons of homework had to be done
bsides that i still nid to go through the notes and blah blah blah
so who dare to say sec 3 is honeymoon year has gt problems
VERY BIG PROBLEMS

to my surprise, my batch had like stopped being so slacked
alot of my friends claimed that their class is so quiet
well i agreed to. my class is totally like a library during lesson time
somehow i missed how noisy 208 was last yr.
how so many tchrs had to scream at us for our noisiness

slacker me had nt been accustomed to scuh mugging-ness yt
bt mayb i'll try. i gt to. knowing the class tt im in.
thats all bahs. nth to say abt. haha! i'll try to update my blog as often as i cld
thanks guys for tagging :D

replies to tags:
kh & sk: yea. my blog dead! hahah
yk: lols!
yiluan nuer: hahah! thanks. u too! must b cheerful ok?
felicia: yea lo. sec 3 is soooooo busy!
fong ting: hahha! yepp! (:

2007-11-29T13:05:00.000+08:00

CLASS CHALET IS OVERRRRRR D:
darn.it is over.
its just like what yanger had said.a blink of an eye and bye
3 days 2 nights seemed so short.

208 208 208 208 208 <3
& thanks to all the ppl who came to chalet! :D

charissa, dawn, evelyn, janny, sheryl, yian, vanessa, kiathoon, yinkar, siying, yuren, jiaen, rachel, huimin, siewkiang, yanger, joey, annabel, lili, yingsiang, jonas, james, yijie, zihan,weinan and liyang (:

1st day: 26/11/07
met yinkar jiaen and kiathoon at yew tee ard 11
den off to clementi & we went mac to eat
met sk yanger & yian
went ntuc & bought bbq stuff. (:

i loved shopping for chalet.wahahah! & we bought 30+ cups of cup noodle
walked ard clementi to find provision shops which sell drinks but dnt hav
so bought 5 bottles of 1.5 litres drink and 3 cartons of packet drinks
packed everything into yanger's car and her mum sent us to coasta sands (:
7 of us + her mum, 8, squeezed into the 4 seater car.
yk was sitting on kh's lap, jiaen on mine and yanger on yian
sk sat infront with all the bags. haha!

so when we rched there, we absolutely gt a shiok feeling!
we had 2 2-storeys chalets! WAHAHAHA!
opened the door in the middle & we cn access through! hee xD
started to unpack the bbq stuff into the 2 refrigerators
hahahah! waited for others to come and bbq!
the guys helped to start the fire and it was successful! red hot glowing charcoal..
bbq bbq bbq. den somehow dawn yk jia en and me had a pillow fight with the guys
packed up for bbq and bathed. talked all the way until 5 and slept

2nd day: 27/11/07
woke up ard 7+ and washed up.
went bck to slp again when the guys didnt wake up.
yk and i were slping at the staircase & somehow i gt into a position that looked obscene :x
rarr.so ate cup noodles for breakfast and it started to rain
which put us in a fluster cuz we gg escape.
it started to stop raining & wheeeee.escape!
the guys went arcade; even though they told us they gg escape -.-

went into escape and 1st we sat the family roller coaster.wahaha!
screamed even though its nt scary ><
after that INVERTER! yk vanessa and evelyn didnt sit.
most of us were like damn scared cuz our 1st time sitting this.
while queuing we were like perspiring cold sweat lo!
oh ya! & met choonkeat with his classmates i think.
& yiluan nuer with her friends too!
the others went haunted hse except for kh me je yk and evelyn
we went to ride on the flipper. yk dnt dare to open her eyes! hahaha
wet & wild the next! damn shiok. hahaha! sat twice and went bk king to have our lunch.
played some of the carnival games and sat inverter with jia en again.

went bck chalet & slept. while the others went bck to escape after having some rest
jia en went bck as she had a high fever while janny went bck cuz shes having srs cramps
woke up ard 6+ and went to the foodcourt in the chalet to eat muifan -.-
bicycle ksiok was closed so there was no midnight cycling ):
yk and me went to the toilet at the swimming pool to bathe
as there were too many ppl to bathe with only 2 toilets
on the way to the toilet we saw like 4 teenagers
2 guys and 2 girls. 1 of the girl is holding tightly to the other one
& i heard her screaming i cared for y'all so much and this is how y'all treat me!
1 of the guys den took his drink and splashed on the girl.
& splashed onto my leg too -.-
it was kinda scary.. like they were abusing the girl. haha!

took our own sweet time to bathe.
went bck and packed our stuff. it gt boring and i gt yk to accompany me to the coms at the counter and went surfing.
hahahaha! went bck after some time and on the way while talking to yk
theres this guy that suddenly came infront of me.
hahahah! it was kahliang. lols! went bck to chalet and talked
talked with james and weinan and some of the girls
ard 3+ kh sy yk and me fell aslp
the others slpt too awhile ltr

3rd day: 28/11/07
kh woke me up and washed up
packed and prepared to check out.
after checking out, yuren they all went hm
ye char kh joey siying sk yian yk and me went foodcourt to have our breakfast while the guys went bk king
saw keely & javin.haha!
den went cycling with yk sy joey ye and char
hahaha! nice nice nice (:
went bck and had a gd bath :D

replies to tags:
yilin: hahaha no itch ler !
yangyee: lols! haha. yea luh dnt nid to care
james: haha ok! (:
cora: hi stead! thx for helping me to scold. lols! my com cnt c ur tagboard so sry! nx time go out hor!
yinkar: yoyo!
wenxuann: hi snr! haha u also must take care (: cya nx dance prac :D
yinkar: haha & im right infront of u seeing u tagging :D
sk: lols! there. updated!
yinkar: haha yea lo! u gt update mehs!

s108'06 & s208'07, i'll nv forget. <3

2007-11-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

so sian.
tmr gg to have open hse dance prac
ohya. angee & yilin had arrived bck in spore this morning!
cn c dem tmr le.YAY!
in love with wangzi more & more (:
ytd went to tuition my hyperactive cousin. quite a chore
nt in the right mood these few days.
feel like scolding ppl & there came 1 chance.

replies to tags:
jeanice:yes im in 301. haha of cuz i rmb u (:
sk: lols! currently im like tutoring my cousin every wk thus earning some money.

I REPLY TO ALL TAGS, INCLUDING SPAMS.

name: mai hum luh. tell me straight in the face cn. & fugly is a nice new word u taught me. THANK YOU FUGLY BITCH for tching me a new vocab. thanks with all my heartmost appreciation and sincerity. after receiving the thanks, please kindly fuck off.

2007-11-16T13:34:00.000+08:00

hi ppl! im blogging (:
although its like last time i blogged almost everyday & nw i blogged like once a wk :x
so mon was ok. only mindef prac
den after prac i met jia en at woodlands
den we went to pre-order the frh gongzai! $49.90 lo!
my money flew off liddat.haha! but for frh, worth it luh! :D
walked ard den went lib to borrow bks! c i so guai :x

tues was full dress rehearsal for mindef at shangrila gotel.
so-so luh. but the lighting very nice
wed was performance.
the whole mindef thingy was quite fun actually;
& a whole new experience (: most of us liked it alot & we took grp pics with laoshi & taufik!

us! (:

all of us with ms kee!

laoshi & us! ^^

with taufik! (: MINDEF ROCKS !

ytd went out with yk, je & regina
i was late; as usual:x
chiong-ed to je lib to meet them. read storybks there
den went to jec
took neos & ate kobayashi.
proceeded to imm & walked ard.
diva accessories is so freaking ex! & we were talking abt jobs.
finding jobs in process, ani1 cn intro me to job??

ltr gg to tuition. gt to know class allocation ler.
very very disappointed. gahh ):
i dun like. dun look forward to my nx 2 yrs..
hope miracle happened.

replies to tags:
felicia:hahah thx! i love u alot oso! cya ltr in nisshin.misses!
yiluan: nuer! thanks for ur tag! i will tc of myself de. u oso hor! dun keep sms den nv slp ah:x lols!
jozzy:hihi thx for tagging!
fongting:haha ok! loves <3
sk:haha! its ok to b obsessed with ur ow name de!
ferny:haha ok! cya nx dance prac (:

2007-11-11T13:47:00.000+08:00

hi ppl! im bck to blog after a long long long break
sry to those who tagged!

these few days were either mindef dance prac or stay at hm & watch watch watch videos :x
ytd went out with yilin & angee to jurong point to watch movie
THE BEE MOVIE!
the animation is damn cute luh!
oh ya! angee & yilin shld b in china by nw...
they left at midnight 12am i think. bye girls!
so accompany them ard to buy what they nid for the trip of 10 days
enjoy ur trip! & rmb buy things for me :x

on fri went bck to sch with angee & yilin
i've gt mindef prac while they have the china perf prac.
was quite tiring.. cuz mindef ppl had to dance quite alot of times
as the army ppl were dwn to shoot us with the different costumes
so after prac which ended ard 6+
i went to wash my hair which was full of gel
after tt went to tuition & play charades! :D
hahaha (: den estella very funny. cuz hungwei was selected to b the leader
den he cn choose who goes up to act; & est dun wan so she go "bribe" hungwei say
eh i ur gd friend lehs dun sabo me ar! she say until damn funny luh!

thurs & wed stayed at hm & rot. glued to the computer screen (:
tues went to sengkang cuz my aunt had brought her daughter frm australia & stayed at my cousin's hse in sengkang
so my aust cousin is so cute! she just smiles at anybody!
afterwhich we went to compass point to eat at the soup restaurant
went bck to admiralty to collect my new hp (:

tmr is mindef prac until ard 1.
& mayb will meet jia en to pre order the frh gongzai (:
frh frh frh frh! <3

i will blog again very soon!

replies to tags:

huimin: haha its ok; & btw camp is fun!

chantel: retard! <3

yinkar: haha post ler!

jia en: hahaha its over! (:

regina: hahaha! lols cya soon !

sk: lols! i will blog soon

chantel: sry sry! aniway u went to hk? i dun c u on9 ler

cora: hahah ok! thx

angee: lols! enjoy ur trip girl (:

sk: hahahah! jiayou!

rosabel: ok(: will link de!

yoketing: thx! u too(: happy hols!

jia en: hahaha! u sound very excited! aniway set a time & go preorder!

xuemiao: hahaha! dearest! thx for tagging!

sheryl: yo! haha u too!

rosabel: ok! (:

evia: hahah hi evia!

felicia: loveeee! hahaha ok will update de!

rachel:haha yea lo! cya at dance prac! loves!

yinglin: haha ok will change ur link de girl(:

nicole: haha! np (:

nicholas: wow! hahaa u came to my blog. lols! u too smile (:

kiathoon: yea! nvm we've gt class chalet!

xuemiao: yoyoyo! thx for tagging misses & loves!

kuanlian: hahaha! thx for tagging! sometimes rlly quite bored..

yangyee: haha! long time no see too (:

angeline: ok tianshi! (:

2007-10-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

jinghui's bck!
im like totally saddened.
let me talk abt camp 1st

well the camp was. harsh.
initially i loathe it. i dun rlly understand why the instructors or trainers have to keep on scolding & made the camp so unhappy

1st day of camp:
went to sch & soon gathered at the canteen
was in grp 9 <3
but gt to noe that when teacher i/c is jesse; most of us felt like fainting at the spot
jia en was in grp 10 & hers is edmund
but ltr on; dunno for what reason
the 2 tchrs swopped; so jia en more suay! :p
mostly had team building activities
the camp site is overall ok (:
nt too bad; food also acceptable

2nd day:
had high elements activities
love it! although very scary...
walked across the log that was suspending in air w/o any support bside but only the rope
nx was the challenge pole.
climbed to the top of the log that had such a narrow diameter
stood on top and jumped to clutch on the bar infront
but i slipped when i grabbed the pole; but still fun
rock climbing was tiring & i didnt manage to climb like even more den 4 m ):
but jia en pro. the moment i shouted yalun she scrambled all the way up to the top!

3rd day:
we broke the record of buddha claps
1234 buddha claps!!!!!! hahaah
at the end of the camp i love it! :p
rched sch & gt report bk & results for subj combi
i gt into triple elec hist.
no doubt its my 1st choice but i dun feel a tinge of happiness in me
dunno y. since its my choice gt to cont ler bahs
when to sumo hse with jia en yk & regina

rched hm bathe and went for tuition
sat in mrs lee class after so long
like finally! but im very tired
eyelids dropping like every minute

ytd (sat)
morning woke up bcuz of jia en's call
den i slept bck unti 1030am
den found tt im late! cuz miting jia en at 11
so quickly chiong den manage to mit her at mrt station at 11.15 i think
den sat mrt all the way to changi & rch there quite fast
so theres oredi ppl waiting there & alot of banners & everything
jia en & me were like waiting at the door of the van that frh is gg to board luh
but when they finally arrive at like 2.50pm the security guards r like practically shovelling us bck
so managed to catch a glimpse of the 4 of them
rushed to taxi stand & chased after with other fans whom we made friends there

they gave false info that they were heading towards mediacorp but actually they were gg indoor stadium to rehearse
so we turned bck to indoor stadium & we heard them singing there!
my gosh! i did record, but very noisy
alot of screams & all that
the greatest regret started
we went dwn to buy some drinks and chatted awhile
den we heard ppl screaming at the other entrance like so near
den we rushed there but they oredi board the bus!
jia en broke dwn; cuz her yalun waved to some other fans
they came frm out frm the door we initially was waiting
jia en me and 2 other friends practically wanted to tear our hearts out

after that; seemed long enough, we finally gt info that they were staying in conrad hotel
so took cab there & saw alot of fans at the entrance
we managed to go inside & waited there
but soon we were being invited out due to there are other guests coming -.-
den at the bckdoor waiting
but after some time saw alot of ppl at the front door so dunno whether to stay at the bck or at the front
den jia en's mother came; & she brought jia en & me inside the hotel
so we went to the cafe and ordered some drinks
a can of carbonated drinks cost $8.50!
wahlao will faint cn..
but the worst came
frh came out from another small door at the front of the hotel
& by the time we rushed there they were bck on the bus
jia en & i practically ...
must wait for nx yr ler lo ):

oso dunno when they coming to spore again
their 2nd alblum will b out by jan 2008
den they will oso have a concert in spore but dunno when.
RARRRRR!

an apology to yian & gang
ytd nv go to the steamboat & 2day nv go to sentosa
sry ): my parents dun allow.
u all enjoy urselves
& HAPPY BELATED BDAE YIAN!

replies to tags:
pearlynn: thx for tagging! :D
yinkar: there i posted!
regina: hahaha! bo bian..
sk: lols! i will de (:
jia en: hahahah! its over girl. lets w8 for nx yr
sokhian: haha ok! (:

2007-10-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

since 17 oct nv post :x
ahahah! these few days no mood.
just nw went mediacorp hoping to the tickets to frh's ge mi ju hui
in the end oso nv gt.
jia en more sad den im i supposed.
watched the news; they gt report

damn unfair luh!
933 -.- cheat us! rarrr!
say wad cnt stay overnight; den on the end tickets oso giv those that had stayed for like 2-3 days
den we students oso cnt stay overnight wad. u all expect us to pon sch mehs?
-.- & somemore most of frh's fans r STUDENTS k
&&& its damn obvious tt the sudden ge mi ju hui is cuz
SHA tickets arent selling well! wtf.
i so badly wna go the ge mi ju hui luh! jia en oso lo!
den in the end; freak. den 1 of the ppl hu manage to buy tickets suan us (those tt cnt gt the ticket)
she say SO SADDDDD. SOME PPL CNT GT THE TICKETS
felt like slapping her in the face.

tmr is camp. dun rlly look forward to it...
in grp 9 ! luckily gt melody huimin (202) rachel (208)
hahaa! hvnt rlly pack for the camp
felt tired nw..
on sun went to clementi cc to help yanger they all
wl. the organiser fking qian bian oso
dun let us win cuz we've gt too much manpower.
& say our attitude VERY BAD seh...

on sat early morning went jia en hse to bake cookies
watched zhong ji yi ban
all the way until 6 +
den leave.. uncle fetched me at admiralty mrt station go cousin hse
to celebrate my cousin's bdae !

days with 208: no more.
so fast. time do rlly pass so fast
i shall dedicate another post to my dearest class and friends after i came bck frm camp